Thursday, January 25, 2007
Hmmm.. Sometime i really think where is my so call GOD..
Life 's not onli sux.. It's also not fair..
Really super not fair..
Haiz.. Maybe i have a smller heart and have alot of not happy prob..
Like..
Hmm.. Like u wanted to join worship team for vex long le.. Since i was sec 4.. Den dey say i having N level.. So cannot.. Den N level over vex long le.. Also never hear never news abt it.. Onli hear dey need ppl.. And training ppl..
Den some more all e new ppl in worship team all onli like come to this church not vex long..
Den e most @55 hole thing is.. LiYao onli juz become inten and juz onli got in to worship team.. Y cannot he bloody hell ask like last time.. Y muz have tt "leader" att.. Sux man.. U better not come never mi and talk abt cell..
And plz.. Who do u think u are.. U got into worship team den gd for u.. U no need ask mi wanna join anot.. Who do u think u are.. U onli juz get in.. Den u think u already worship leader.. Can ask ppl do this and tt.. Tt sux man..
See.. Where are u GOD.. Y are u alway at other ppl's house.. Is not tt i never ask u in.. Haiz..
Life 's not onli sux.. It's also not fair..
Really super not fair..
Haiz.. Maybe i have a smller heart and have alot of not happy prob..
Like..
Hmm.. Like u wanted to join worship team for vex long le.. Since i was sec 4.. Den dey say i having N level.. So cannot.. Den N level over vex long le.. Also never hear never news abt it.. Onli hear dey need ppl.. And training ppl..
Den some more all e new ppl in worship team all onli like come to this church not vex long..
Den e most @55 hole thing is.. LiYao onli juz become inten and juz onli got in to worship team.. Y cannot he bloody hell ask like last time.. Y muz have tt "leader" att.. Sux man.. U better not come never mi and talk abt cell..
And plz.. Who do u think u are.. U got into worship team den gd for u.. U no need ask mi wanna join anot.. Who do u think u are.. U onli juz get in.. Den u think u already worship leader.. Can ask ppl do this and tt.. Tt sux man..
See.. Where are u GOD.. Y are u alway at other ppl's house.. Is not tt i never ask u in.. Haiz..
LIFE REALLY SUX..
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Life Sux
Y.. Izzit alway's like tt..
My sch teacher say it's ok to go.. But muz have make up lesson wif her after tt..
Den ok lahz..
Den now chui xian jie say i cannot go.. Wat sia..
Really vex ~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$^&*()_+ lorz..
Den she said coz their chi vex high level..
Den now i dun think can go again..
Den if i really cannot go.. Den i muz think again y am i in a chi church.. Wen i bloodly hell dunno how to read or write chi.. Haiz..
I choose to go to a chi church and not even say anything abt dunno.. Den look mi no up.. K lorz..
Think i'm dun fit to be a teacher.. Y...
My sch teacher say it's ok to go.. But muz have make up lesson wif her after tt..
Den ok lahz..
Den now chui xian jie say i cannot go.. Wat sia..
Really vex ~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$^&*()_+ lorz..
Den she said coz their chi vex high level..
Den now i dun think can go again..
Den if i really cannot go.. Den i muz think again y am i in a chi church.. Wen i bloodly hell dunno how to read or write chi.. Haiz..
I choose to go to a chi church and not even say anything abt dunno.. Den look mi no up.. K lorz..
Think i'm dun fit to be a teacher.. Y...
- I dunno how to write chi..
- I dunno howto read chi..
- I dunno how to say gd chi..
- I'm too old to restart learning chi
- I super not caring too kid's
- I dun have wat it need's to be a teacher..
- I dun speak like a teacher..
- I dunno how to let a kid listen to mi..
- I dunno how to make friend's..
- All i know is juz to complant, talk shit out of noting and also never mind my mouth..
Ya.. I really feel like a biggest loser.. So go get urself a better teacher..
Monday, January 22, 2007
22/01/20007
Sux man.. My com spoil.. Cannot hunt snowboard le... Haiz.. But at least still can go taiwan le.. Haha..
Counting down 13 more day..
312 Hours..
18720 Min's..
1123200 Sec's..
Counting down 13 more day..
312 Hours..
18720 Min's..
1123200 Sec's..
Thursday, January 18, 2007
18/02/2007
Today was a lucky day baiz.. Haha..
Didn't meet vale and gang.. Coz she have somrthing on.. Haha.. Nvm lahz.. Still have time lahz.. Haha..
Hmmm...
Den des sim chee hong jio mi to gym.. Den wen i'm gig to leave home he say cannot.. Haha..
So end up i stayed at home and cook..
Haha.. Actual i onli wanna cook for myself onli.. But end up dunno why i cook for my parent's also.. Haha... Long time never cook anything le.. Haha..
I cook egg.. Haha end up.. a.. Brown brown de.. But still can eat..
And also cook a chiken and i did my own seasoning.. Haha.. Smell's funny.. Haha.. But after cooking it.. Hmm.. Ok lahz.. Still can eat baiz.. Haha.. Tt's my dinner.. Haha..
Hmmm.. Think everyday stay at home cook and eat at home can save alot of money.. Haha.. Hmm..
But think muz learn how to cook first.. Or not everyday eat e same thing.. Will sian de.. Haha..
Damn it tml is wei cong de birthday.. Haven go shopping.. OMG.. Nvm lahz.. I also dun really know him.. Haha.. Like i care.. Haha.. Next year baiz.. If go buy present for everybody i know.. I will broke de.. Haha.. I also not working.. Haha..
Haiz.. Dun say le.. Everytime wat i get for my birthday.. Noting but scolding.. Haiz.. All i can remember is last few year's de birthday is go celeb Ai qing jie de coz her's is juz 1 day after mine.. Hmmm MAybe i no friend's baiz.. Also nobody remember.. If cell dun celeb den dun think anybody will know wen is mine..
But really thank's I'm Slow.. Haha.. She never fail to forget anybody de birthday.. And never forget to get a little something for ppl she know.. Haha..
Didn't meet vale and gang.. Coz she have somrthing on.. Haha.. Nvm lahz.. Still have time lahz.. Haha..
Hmmm...
Den des sim chee hong jio mi to gym.. Den wen i'm gig to leave home he say cannot.. Haha..
So end up i stayed at home and cook..
Haha.. Actual i onli wanna cook for myself onli.. But end up dunno why i cook for my parent's also.. Haha... Long time never cook anything le.. Haha..
I cook egg.. Haha end up.. a.. Brown brown de.. But still can eat..
And also cook a chiken and i did my own seasoning.. Haha.. Smell's funny.. Haha.. But after cooking it.. Hmm.. Ok lahz.. Still can eat baiz.. Haha.. Tt's my dinner.. Haha..
Hmmm.. Think everyday stay at home cook and eat at home can save alot of money.. Haha.. Hmm..
But think muz learn how to cook first.. Or not everyday eat e same thing.. Will sian de.. Haha..
Damn it tml is wei cong de birthday.. Haven go shopping.. OMG.. Nvm lahz.. I also dun really know him.. Haha.. Like i care.. Haha.. Next year baiz.. If go buy present for everybody i know.. I will broke de.. Haha.. I also not working.. Haha..
Haiz.. Dun say le.. Everytime wat i get for my birthday.. Noting but scolding.. Haiz.. All i can remember is last few year's de birthday is go celeb Ai qing jie de coz her's is juz 1 day after mine.. Hmmm MAybe i no friend's baiz.. Also nobody remember.. If cell dun celeb den dun think anybody will know wen is mine..
But really thank's I'm Slow.. Haha.. She never fail to forget anybody de birthday.. And never forget to get a little something for ppl she know.. Haha..
Think is last 2 year's de present from Slow.. Haha.. Thank..
Hmmm.. Haiz.. This year de birhtday is on a sat.. Ya.. So wat.. Haiz.. Nvm birthday still vex long.. Dun think to much baiz.. Cannot remember who tell mi.. Dun think so much.. think it more prob.. Haha..
So my life muz still go on.. Haha..
Ya.. Think should stop maple le.. Or not i will lose alot of my sleep and also sch.. Haha.. If i dun stop maple.. think i will juz end up no where..
I'm 19 le.. Should have plans le.. Cannot play.. Ya..
Think my life next week will be me, myself, sch, volleyball and maybe gym.. (sound so sian.. But tt is how i pass my sec sch life.. But at least still have camilia pei mi.. But no more le..)
Ya.. Talking abt camilia.. Hmm.. Also long tim never talk to her.. But still have see her.. Haha.. Wow.. She change alot.. She now more black and tall le.. Think she have 170 le baiz..Whyi have grow taller yet.. Haha.. But fatter.. Ya really long time never meet out wif my sec friend's.. Really miss those time.. Now all same sch le.. Think will be easy to see dem baiz..
Abt sching wif my sec sch friend's.. I really bloody hell wanna finsh my stupid ITE.. It sux man.. ITE is really The End.. Not coz student dun care.. Is really sometime e teacher's.. Dey also dun give a damn abt e student.. ITE and sec sch really a big diff.. E onli thing tt is e same is onli ITE still need wear sch u to sch.. Den e rest all sux.. Haha..
Ya.. I remember i ask hui jie and e rest a qus..
Wat will happen to myself in 10 year's time.. Time really fly's.. Now onli leave 9 year.. Wen den i can grow up??
But it's really gd sometime u think back wat u did.. It's really stupid.. Haha.. Really vex funny..
Sunday, January 14, 2007
!!!Pray!!!
Haiz..
Thought new cell new hope.. Hmm.. But now i dunno lahz.. I think i give up on myself baiz..
Sux man sat de cell.. A game was fun.. Hmmm.. But some of e "older" ppl bloody hell dunno how to join in e whole thing.. U know wat see.. Wat u learn is wat use.. I mean think e game to u is so sian.. But plz lahz.. There is still other little kid's rite.. At less at e side cock also can de rite.. Hell lorz.. Not onli 1 of u all msging during e game time lorz.. Den why u last time at old cell will not like this.. Y Y Y?? Coz ah hua nice to bully.. Or he too close too him.. Till no need to listen to him..
Haiz..
But i know tt i teach e thing's in sunday sch dey have listen inside and will remember it.. Haha.. Jia jun said something tt i dun really remember but i think i have say.. Haha..
Thank's lord..
But sunday came again..
Haiz..
I thought giving dem a choose to chose where dey all wanna go for cell outing is a bouns.. Haiz.. No i was wrong.. I should listen to zhi hao.. Not to let dem choose.. Onli give dem A or B.. Dey and X Y Z.. haiz.. So more is e "older" ppl say wan.. Haha.. Think u all still really haven grow up..
Haha..
Watch ur mouth ar..
Someone said something tt really hurt mi.. Not really deep but still hurt.. Haha..
Let dem choose den.. Onli sentosa or go beach..
Den tt "person" said wan sentosa den after tt say dun wan any cell outing.. Really feel like giving tt person 1 fucking hell biting up..
It's like u should find someone to lead worship.. Den u ask who wanna lead.. Den i say i wan.. Den say.. Aiya.. Sunday also have worship le.. Why still worship.. dun worship lahz..
I promise u.. I will get back too tt person.. I will make tt person super hate mi.. I will make tt person cry..
Haiz..
Was vex blue for e whole week lahz.. Haiz..
Den afternoon also.. Haiz..
Den at nite wen for e pastor zheng de lesson..
Wow.. Worship rock man.. Haha.. Think i vex long never so enjoy worship le.. Haha.. Maybe is coz every sunday i stand in-front muz see e kid's ar.. But cannot juz worship.. Haha.. Really love it .. Haha..
Hmmm.. Den i listen true e whole thing wif out sleeping or talking anything shit.. Haha.. Ya.. Should go buy a note book.. Haha.. Who wanna give mi.. Haha..
Hmmm.. Den at e end chui xian jie came too mi and ask mi did i note down any note's.. I have say anything.. Some KAPO aunty from our church tell chui xian jie i didn't never open e bible.. Haha.. Plz lahz.. I read or not.. Listen or not.. Write or not.. Also not tt aunty's problem.. Sux lorz..
Tt is for tt KAPO aunty.. Exodus 20:16 You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor.
Haiz.. But pastor zheng is rite.. Wen anybody pray for anything something will happen.. It's gd.. Haha.. Ya.. Even i miss 1 lesson.. i still lesson alot from tt 2 day's..
His last 2 lesson le.. Haiz.. Dunno wanna go on tuesday anot.. I have Volleyball trainning.. Onli can go on wed.. Haiz..
PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY .... Haha
Lord plz help mi..
But end out cell outing or wat ever is still i do maiz.. So never mind lorz.. I will do wat i like.. Haha.. No lahz.. Think my aim for this outing is to let e dunno each other de mix wif together.. Haha..
Think is most importen think is not to plan anything first.. Haha.. Is juz pray.. Haha..
Thought new cell new hope.. Hmm.. But now i dunno lahz.. I think i give up on myself baiz..
Sux man sat de cell.. A game was fun.. Hmmm.. But some of e "older" ppl bloody hell dunno how to join in e whole thing.. U know wat see.. Wat u learn is wat use.. I mean think e game to u is so sian.. But plz lahz.. There is still other little kid's rite.. At less at e side cock also can de rite.. Hell lorz.. Not onli 1 of u all msging during e game time lorz.. Den why u last time at old cell will not like this.. Y Y Y?? Coz ah hua nice to bully.. Or he too close too him.. Till no need to listen to him..
Haiz..
But i know tt i teach e thing's in sunday sch dey have listen inside and will remember it.. Haha.. Jia jun said something tt i dun really remember but i think i have say.. Haha..
Thank's lord..
But sunday came again..
Haiz..
I thought giving dem a choose to chose where dey all wanna go for cell outing is a bouns.. Haiz.. No i was wrong.. I should listen to zhi hao.. Not to let dem choose.. Onli give dem A or B.. Dey and X Y Z.. haiz.. So more is e "older" ppl say wan.. Haha.. Think u all still really haven grow up..
Haha..
Watch ur mouth ar..
Someone said something tt really hurt mi.. Not really deep but still hurt.. Haha..
Let dem choose den.. Onli sentosa or go beach..
Den tt "person" said wan sentosa den after tt say dun wan any cell outing.. Really feel like giving tt person 1 fucking hell biting up..
It's like u should find someone to lead worship.. Den u ask who wanna lead.. Den i say i wan.. Den say.. Aiya.. Sunday also have worship le.. Why still worship.. dun worship lahz..
I promise u.. I will get back too tt person.. I will make tt person super hate mi.. I will make tt person cry..
Haiz..
Was vex blue for e whole week lahz.. Haiz..
Den afternoon also.. Haiz..
Den at nite wen for e pastor zheng de lesson..
Wow.. Worship rock man.. Haha.. Think i vex long never so enjoy worship le.. Haha.. Maybe is coz every sunday i stand in-front muz see e kid's ar.. But cannot juz worship.. Haha.. Really love it .. Haha..
Hmmm.. Den i listen true e whole thing wif out sleeping or talking anything shit.. Haha.. Ya.. Should go buy a note book.. Haha.. Who wanna give mi.. Haha..
Hmmm.. Den at e end chui xian jie came too mi and ask mi did i note down any note's.. I have say anything.. Some KAPO aunty from our church tell chui xian jie i didn't never open e bible.. Haha.. Plz lahz.. I read or not.. Listen or not.. Write or not.. Also not tt aunty's problem.. Sux lorz..
Tt is for tt KAPO aunty.. Exodus 20:16 You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor.
Haiz.. But pastor zheng is rite.. Wen anybody pray for anything something will happen.. It's gd.. Haha.. Ya.. Even i miss 1 lesson.. i still lesson alot from tt 2 day's..
His last 2 lesson le.. Haiz.. Dunno wanna go on tuesday anot.. I have Volleyball trainning.. Onli can go on wed.. Haiz..
PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY .... Haha
Lord plz help mi..
But end out cell outing or wat ever is still i do maiz.. So never mind lorz.. I will do wat i like.. Haha.. No lahz.. Think my aim for this outing is to let e dunno each other de mix wif together.. Haha..
Think is most importen think is not to plan anything first.. Haha.. Is juz pray.. Haha..
Dear father in heaven
I let u take over my cell de cell outing.. U teach mi how to do and wat to do.. Plz teach mi.. Lead mi e way u wan mi to go.. But not i wanna go.. Plz lord.. I know doing e rite think is painful and not easy.. I belive u will lead mi true e black path..
I also pray for my cell member.. Ah hua, chek, sun mei, wen yan, feil, vali, big zhi hao, small zhi hao, ian, jin hao, xue ting, zi ting, shui ting, bing wen, jia jun, wei cong, all e new friend's and myself.. I pray tt u let us have no misunderstanding between us.. Let us live as a family.. Like bro's and sis's..
I pary in jesus name..
AMEN!!!
