JH Wong

Really had a great Sunday.
The only time I really felt the present of GOD.
The smile was bottom the heart.
LOVE the feeling alot.

To Passerby:-
The biblesay: ask and you will be given, seek and you will find knock and the door will open.
So what does this mean?

I have stop praying, Coz I never believe.
I have stop seeking, Coz I'm very disappointed.
I have stop worshipping, Coz I am no longer worth to praise YHWH.

It's not an easy road ever since last year.
High's and down is no longer the cup of tea I like.
Father YHWH, YOU say ask and I will give. Seek and I will find knock and the door will be open.
It's a promise you make and recorded.
But.......
Why do i always cannot get what i pray for.
I am very tired.

U made me do what people think is correct but not what you know is right.
And to them I am just like an anti-Christ.

Really wanna wave my white flag and just do what I am told too and not even care.
It's really a shit place down here.
Could you just take me around from where I am now.
I am really tired.
I see not goal nor aim in life.
I really wanna rest in your present.

Father YHWH hope you really see what I am going through.
Hope you hear my prayers.
Hope you care for me.
Hope you see the tears that round out of my eyes.

The smile is no longer from the heart.
Father YHWH I really need you.
Hope you are not that busy to stop caring of a little person like me.

Things always dun end what I alway wanted.
Guess the reason being I'm the only son/kid and i alway get what I want.

What is life all about?
I suddenly thought of that.
Life is noting with out any aim/goal.
So whats next?

I really dunno.
I am so bloody hurt.
I guess I should be happy for you are happy too. ((=

Will I really dunno what I'm doing now.
There is no more aim or things to look forward for.
All I'm looking forward for is just PAY-day and pay my bills and it goes on.

So ask yourself what do you really want in life before you become like me.
A smile on the face with pain in the heart.

I always thought.
Ya.
I thought who confirm??
What ever.
Everything will stop from this very moment.
And the line have been drawn dun step on it.

Life will change.
No matter what happen it's my choice like how you choose yours.
It have got noting to do with you nor you.
Keep your hands off my problem or it will become yours.

Is being nice a bad thing?
Nope, But when you climb over the top of my head that is when the fun starts.
You are just asking for trouble.
I promise you.
I will give you HELL.

I can so feel myself now back in the early days.
Wahowwwwwwww!!!!!