JH Wong

Haiz.. I really dunno wat i'm doing sometime's.. Like gng play dota.. Juz wen dota wif cell.. And i really dun wanna go.. Coz i dun really like and know how to play.. But k lahz since it's cell so go lorz.. But den wen started to play i blur blur de.. Den all i heard was ppl say i noob i noob i noob.. Ya so wat.. At tt point off time i almost toke my chair and throw at tt person and whack dem 1 by 1.. I really dunno wtf i'm doing.. I feel like i'm e devil.. Or i'm e devil..

Shit fuck ass hole wtf ccb screw ass @#$%^&*(_)(*^%!$*.............

Something is wrong wif mi.. Wat too do.. Lord help mi.. I need u.. I need more den a prayer.. I need U.. :'( My heart have change i see myself as not who i'm i use to be.. Lord talk to mi.. Haiz.....



Fuck and this coming week is gng to be a fuck week.. Alot of scolding and fucking around and maybe fighting..
And e best thing is i'm gng to have foot rot and i dunno wat to do..

I really dunno wat to do.. I'm so lost.. And all i hear from ppl is u pray lahz.. Pray my ass lahz.. How long is HE gng to ask my prayer.. HE seem's to be fucking busy... Caring for other's..

ARRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHh.... Wtf the fuck and i saying and doing...


Help i'm lost.. I so lost.. :'(

It's another week again.. Was fun try to shoot SAR21 wow.. I pass.. I missed 2 shoot.. Hehe..
And i did my 16km march.. It was not a fun wan..
I walked from my camp to my camp's playground and round and round.. Till a dunno where and stop.. it was a vex hard first 4km..

But after tt my 2nd 4km was ok coz i was walking wif my 3sgt.. We talk alot lahz.. From tank to women.. Hehe.. And guess wat i end up at my last year's youth camp place.. Haha.. And rested..
Finishing e rest we wen on and it was fun lahz.. Keep singing stupid song.. Till finish my 3rd 4km.. And my leg was in pain le..
At last my last 4km.. Was like hell lahz.. Dunno wat to say.. But i was in pain during e last km..
In e end of e 16km / 5hour of walk, my leg is gone.. Really vex vex pain..

I hate road march.. This sux.. Screw NS.. Dey crazy shit..


And guess wat my fitness wen down down down down down..

my SBJ last time 232 now 216
2.4km last time 12+ now fall out..
Pull-up last time 3 now 5..
Sit-up last time 36 now 42..
Shutter run last time 9.8s now 10.5s..

I'm now fat and slow.. or i'm too slack.. Haiz.. Now i now too lazy to go for a run..

Haiz.. It's 130908 le... I know it's yt's birthday, Happy birthday bro.. Or SIR.. Haha..

I really dun wanna book in.. I wanna AWOL.. Plz help mi.. I need something to keep me gng.. I wanna down pes i wanna go get myself post out.. Camp is really far.. Haiz..
Last time i thought my CT ite vex far le.. And this wan more far.. Need at least 90min to reach camp.. :(

I wanna a car..
I wanna a rich gf who can send mi there and pick mi up..
I wanna slim..
I'm really vex tired le.. After 3 mth in NS.. And 1 more mth to P.O.P..
I dun wanna be an A.I..

Alot of thing i wan i never get it..
And alot of thing i dun wan i also get it..

Stop playing wif my life..


This world is funny.. :( It's playing wif mi..

It's gng to be my last freedom nite.. :)

But i guess i waste my day.. Haiz.. But i get to see gal's.. Or maybe in camp too long neer see gal's le, coz all i see in my camp is juz man man man and aunty.. Hehe.. Feel so gay.. Think of it.. Wat we do during our free time in camp.. Poking each other butt.. Raping each other..

Haiz..

I broke after 4 day's i get my pay.. Haiz.. I guess i have to take bus to camp and MRT le.. Orh no and it alot of ppl's birthday this mth.. Orh no no no no nooooooo..... I think it's time to MIA le.. Or not lata ppl will ask where's their present i dunno how to ans..

Money is really everything in this world after watch e movie "Money no Enough 2".. Jack neo is vex good in making singaporean show.. haha..

Now i muz think how am i gng to spend my money tml and e up coming mth smarthly.. :(


I have alot of thing's to do but i have no time or can say i lazy.. I have to go running le.. Have been slacking for 3 day's le.. And i getting more and more fat.. :(

My birthday coming.. I wan alot of bottle of slimming pill.. :)

I so happy i finally back home le.. After 8 day's of hell..

I wen for a 8 day field camp..
But luckly onli from Monday to thursday is out field..
Den friday sat sunday and fri is stay at say yong kong camp at takong.. Haha..

E first day of my out field i broke down coz too hot le.. Den i blur blur and and crying.. I thought onli mi till my friend had e same thing happen to him..
Den came 2rd day again this time is i have to dig my grif i used 4 hour to dig a hole any 1.80m long and wide is abt 1m and my knee deep.. It's like hell.. and wen dey gave us onli 20min to cover e hole i almost die.. I almost taste death it was so nice and i cannot walk and breath GOD really bless mi wif this platoon mate who is a misse he work wif dunno which hospt lucky to have him near my area..
My sgt also scare all i remember ppl keep throw water on mi.. And wen i woke up 1 of my sir ask mi OK anot.. I told him ok.. And wanting to stand but no strenght damn it lahz.. Haiz.. But after awhile i coz joke and walk pee and eat again..
And during e nite i have to protice my rifle luck never kana stan.. I'm a light sleeper..

During this 8 day's i was super super unhappy wif everything..
Like e 2rd day of e camp i cannot throw SFG98 all i can was sit a abt 1km away and hear e sound boom boom boom.. And everybody came to mi and tell mi woo vex fun.. And i cannot do anything.. Coz i didn't take e test and y, coz i fell sick 2 day's before e camp and i didn't take e exam..

And i still have e IFC training need to prown and i forgot to zip my LPV and my camo drop off..

And also during a BIC training where i need to craw after i craw i juz wanna remove a e sand from my hand and my watch was there so i remove it And guess wat... I forgot and it coz i need to fall in wif in 30 sec.. Screw up..

But i thinke sad and hard day's is over.. It's time for me to rest my company gave us a 5 day's block rest.. No need go back till 130908 2015hr... :)

And i need to get alot of thing lahz.. Haiz.. Throught this camp i Lost alot of thing's but 1 thing i gain is my weight i'm now 70kg fatter and fatter le.. Next week de run i die.. So i dun think it's a rest for mi.. I still have to go for running not jogging..

But time really fly's all i leave in my BMT is juz a 16 and 24km march and a IPPC and SOC.. After tt is my P.O.P tt's 100908 2 day's after my birthday.. So happy.. It's like onli 4 more week's mins this coming is onli 3 week's.. Hahaha.. LOLOLOLOL.. And i will not get pump anymore.. Do not need to hear this any come.. Knock it down.. orh ya orh ya orh ya.. hehe.. I'm so happy till cannot sleep le..haha.. k have to sleep le.. I need my 7 hour's for sleep.. or not i cannot do anything.. Orh ya... Happy..