JH Wong

There are afew reason why I just love running and gym!!!!

First of all i started of as FAT and not able fat the A will soon or later be an I = FIT!!!!


And your weight start to drop.




But I still have some worries over my leg. ))=

Do you think the person next to you is fake?
Or maybe your best friend is just try to make use of you???

Yap I do.
Was think about what happen last few week.
One we can stand up there sharing what happen to his/her life how touching isit.
But is that real??

Why share only the the icying of the the cake???
You should share the whole pic or even the whole cake.
If you have the face to stand up there cry and say how GOD touch your life.

By doing that you just wan frame.
You just want ppl to know who are you and make ppl think you are so poor thing.

Will you can say who am I to comment all this.
Yap. Who am I??
I'm who I am and will never be who others wants me to be.
I speak for what is correct and stand-up for what I know is correct.
I'm a sinner to I sin.
But the diff between me and you is when I repent I will never do that again.

It's valentines day again.
Hmmmm.
Still remember I was working due to joleen having exam.
This year.
Hmmmm. Finally I'm having a hot date.
Really really hot date.
With YHWH.
Looking forward dunno why.
Maybe coz I get to play keyboard.

Hmmmm. It's a very short month only 29 days.
-4 weekend (8days)
Leave with 21 days.
Still have alot to catch up like work and STUDY.

What away to start a week.
Bomba emails.
Never like email war. )):

Dear Father,
Really hope this is what YOU want me the do.
You always say ask and you will be given.
Seek and I will find.
Knock and the door will be open.
But when ever I open, It's alway back to square one.
Why is life not moving on?
Father I have never wanna let go.
But I guess it's the best what I should do.
Caring less = Caring more.

Father hear my cry.
Father see my tears.
Heal the broken heart for YOU are the might healer.
For YOU who first love me.
Let me feel the love that I was first love.
YOU said YOU will not let me be in pain for YOU can can ever bear.

Hear my prayer for I really never YOU.
Bless me which ever ways I'm moving followed to.
For YOUR most might name YOU child pray.
AMEN!!!!!

Was sitting in during fridays worship.
The song was play in the background.
It somehow hurt me.
My step's just stopped.
It's been along time i felt this way.

Was think how much YHWH love me.
But how much I disapoint HIM.
Is what I doing correct?
It's a hard choice.
But i just that few 10-15min really made me think how much I should look forward to.

When one who do not want to let go.
For what reason I should hang on.
Why should I hurt myself.
When you dun even care.
A friend I am to you, A friend I'll be to you.

I just don't understand why ppl have to just avoid or even sit on the problem when they face it.
The ans i get will alway be.
Some other reason lahz. dunno lahz.

So wheres the might GOD you believe in?
The only reason will be there is no other reason why GOD will not help you.
The main problem is you. YES YOU!

You rather hurt those who love you.
You rather hurt those who care for you.
You rather hurt those who worries for you.

You will have to need to step out of the pool of shit.
You don't need time to think about it.

Maybe those ppl who love you, care for you and worries for you should do less or never dun care.

Looking for a reason to smile again. ),:

Nor




Both look save.
Think onli 125cc.
Will like take forever to reach where i want to reach but at least i have something to travel with. (((=

Somehow I wish I was the 1.
The 1 to be there.
The 1 that can do alot of thing.
If only YOU ans my prayer.
If only YOU listen.
I wouldn't be who I am today.

Looking back from last year and what I am now.
It's only a few weeks.
But I am no longer the Jiahui I use to know.
1 with great ego
1 who don't care.
1 who live for the day.

But there is still this small little Jiahui deep down still wish all this would not happen
He wish that everything can be change. :'(