Friday, January 22, 2010
Am i gng to hide hide hide escape escape and escape?
I guess, i learned and have learn i'm learning from my mistake.
There is no point hiding or escape?
All i'm gng to do is to prove you wrong.
And no gng to hide or escape.
How far can i hide?
How long can i hide?
I'm not scare of anything.
Why should i be?
I have TRUST
I have FAITH
I have GOD.
Wat more can stop mi and doing a U turn?
I'm not gng to keep my mouth shut or hide myself.
I'm who i'm.
I'm not a sunday chirstain
I'm GOD's warrior
I have GOD in mi.
No worry and promieses is who i can say.
But it's up to mi and GOD relationship.
It's hard, in GOD's path.
Noting is easy wen it's abt feeling, friendship and relationship.
But wat's e best way!?!
Prayer and relying on GOD.
No point fighting and shooting each other.
End of the day all will be die or inject.
Pull your horses.
Slow down foot step.
I guess it's time to pray slowly and listen to wat HE wan's to tell mi.
Pass by some place yesterday i saw this,
In HIM we trust and and faith.
Short and sweet.
I like.
Hmmmm.
I guess, i learned and have learn i'm learning from my mistake.
There is no point hiding or escape?
All i'm gng to do is to prove you wrong.
And no gng to hide or escape.
How far can i hide?
How long can i hide?
I'm not scare of anything.
Why should i be?
I have TRUST
I have FAITH
I have GOD.
Wat more can stop mi and doing a U turn?
I'm not gng to keep my mouth shut or hide myself.
I'm who i'm.
I'm not a sunday chirstain
I'm GOD's warrior
I have GOD in mi.
No worry and promieses is who i can say.
But it's up to mi and GOD relationship.
It's hard, in GOD's path.
Noting is easy wen it's abt feeling, friendship and relationship.
But wat's e best way!?!
Prayer and relying on GOD.
No point fighting and shooting each other.
End of the day all will be die or inject.
Pull your horses.
Slow down foot step.
I guess it's time to pray slowly and listen to wat HE wan's to tell mi.
Pass by some place yesterday i saw this,
In HIM we trust and and faith.
Short and sweet.
I like.
Hmmmm.
It's a friday.
And it's still early and outside it raining.
I cannot sleep anymore.
I'm vex scare now.....
I had a nightmare.
A vex wried wan.
Had a dream abt my mother died.
She was cross this place and she fall down.
and she die.
And
wen i came home my dad told mi wat happen,
And e whole family was at my house.
Aunty was tell mi to stay strengh.
At first it was okay, it was a sat.
And sunday came and i started crying.
Seeing my mother.
And at e wake everything wen wrong.
All i could remember is I kept crying, and try to be strengh and carrying on wif life.
I didn't call my army or tell Miss pretty pig.
I kept it away from e whole church tt my mum was die.
I hide it from everybody.
And i felt vex lost.
I dunno wat to do.
It's onli mi and my dad.
And wen i heard thunder i woke up.
E first thing i wanted to do is hug my mother and tell her i love her.
But she was out for work le.
It maybe a dream but i know i really love my mum.
It's hard on e outside we alway quarrel and soft in the inside. :'(
Now i know how important is my mum to mi. :'(
And it's still early and outside it raining.
I cannot sleep anymore.
I'm vex scare now.....
I had a nightmare.
A vex wried wan.
Had a dream abt my mother died.
She was cross this place and she fall down.
and she die.
And
wen i came home my dad told mi wat happen,
And e whole family was at my house.
Aunty was tell mi to stay strengh.
At first it was okay, it was a sat.
And sunday came and i started crying.
Seeing my mother.
And at e wake everything wen wrong.
All i could remember is I kept crying, and try to be strengh and carrying on wif life.
I didn't call my army or tell Miss pretty pig.
I kept it away from e whole church tt my mum was die.
I hide it from everybody.
And i felt vex lost.
I dunno wat to do.
It's onli mi and my dad.
And wen i heard thunder i woke up.
E first thing i wanted to do is hug my mother and tell her i love her.
But she was out for work le.
It maybe a dream but i know i really love my mum.
It's hard on e outside we alway quarrel and soft in the inside. :'(
Now i know how important is my mum to mi. :'(
Saturday, January 16, 2010
On thursday wen to some place and saw something tt i dun really like to see.
Hmmm.
Wanted to leave at tt point of time.
Or
I kinda leave e place for some air, but...
Haiz. :(
If u were mi wat will you do??
Or maybe it's okay wif you.
Haiz.
Think i'm thinking too much.
End of e day who am i?
How i feel is not tt important to you i guess. :)
Haiz.
Lord, i dunno wat should i do.
Show mi teach mi. :'(
Hear my cry
See my tears
Feel my pain.
Hmmm.
Wanted to leave at tt point of time.
Or
I kinda leave e place for some air, but...
Haiz. :(
If u were mi wat will you do??
Or maybe it's okay wif you.
Haiz.
Think i'm thinking too much.
End of e day who am i?
How i feel is not tt important to you i guess. :)
Haiz.
Lord, i dunno wat should i do.
Show mi teach mi. :'(
Hear my cry
See my tears
Feel my pain.
Somehow i dunno wat happen.
I guess i will juz leave it to GOD.
No point save my ass.
So wat if i save my ass but ended up losing something importen in life.
I really dunno why izzit ended up like this.
All i can do now is stay away from trouble.
Haiz...
Ya, gng for my first lesson after 2002.
Time to improve.
Time to move on.
I guess i will juz leave it to GOD.
No point save my ass.
So wat if i save my ass but ended up losing something importen in life.
I really dunno why izzit ended up like this.
All i can do now is stay away from trouble.
Haiz...
Ya, gng for my first lesson after 2002.
Time to improve.
Time to move on.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Saturday, January 09, 2010
It's e first post of e year.
Happy new year blog. :)
New year new wish.
Hmmm..
Was thinking of this prob.
I alway hear ppl say Jiahui you alway like to do ans say "double edged sword" qus.
I thought it was fun doing tt.
But it do really hurt wen it's done asked on myself.
But it do really hurt wen it's done asked on myself.
If u still dunno wat's a double edged sword this is how it's looked like.
And
A double edged sword qus is a qus tt will hurt both ppl e asker and e ans person
It's like e blade of e sword both side can kill.
And onli till someone popped mi a double edged sword qus den i know how it's feel like,
It's like you say wat's in you u will kinda hurt e person,
Den
You dun wanna hurt e person you get poke.
Both side also will poke either mi or e other person.
Really need alot of wisdom to handle this kind of qus.
But wisdom from myself it's call noting.
I kinda like this.
It's from 1 Kings 4:29
God gave Solomon wisdom and very great insight, and a breadth of understanding as measureless as the sand on the seashore.
So i'm gona change it abit.
God gave WONG JIAHUI wisdom and very great insight, and a breadth of understanding as measureless as the sand on the seashore.
Amen!!!!
As human no one has or had an unlimited understanding for anything on earth.
But in HIM my GOD i will have unlimted understanding.
Will keep myself in prayer.
I wanna grow big big this year. :)
Hmmm.
Talking abt grow i wanna list a few GOALs i wanna score this year.
-Grow in HIS kingdom wif WISDOM n KNOWLEDGE.
-Finish up at least half of e bible wif UNDERSTANDING.
-Get started wif my CAT/ACCA
-Play GRACEFULY and WORSHIPFULY wif my piano skills
-Dun pull any dumb stun
-Set my mind on and buying a notebook.
Thinking of it it's less den 20 book out and i'm gng to see my pink card.
Have to start doing,
Have plan for like a year wat to do.
It's time, and time is running up.
