JH Wong

What is the purpose of me being on earth?
It's much more greater than my own personal fulfillment,
My peace of mind, family,
My career, even m dream and ambitions.

The purpose i'm here is for HIM
I born by HIS purpose and for HIS pupose.

Ialway seacrch for my purpose of life and puzzeled over everything that happen to me.
I got my ans why i could not find the purpose in my life.
Coz i alwa ask self-centered qus like,
What do I want to be?
What should i do with my life?
What are he goals andambitions?
Do i have a future?

But focusing on myself will never reveal my purpose of life.
The Bible say's, It's God who directs the lives of his creatures.

I guess my cell alway say this who you want your life to be?
Work hard for it.
Who wouldn't mind having extra cash?
Who wouldn't mind having seafood for breakfast lunch and dinner?
I don't mind too.

So what if i have everything i wanted.
The world is mine.
I'm king of t world.
Thing will be very diff for me.
So what?
In christ all the power and wealth is noting.
Poops.

Lord
Help me be more strong.
Help me not be so self-centered.
Help me be more love able to others.
Lord
YOU are my hope my pillow.
Thank's for loving
Even when i sin.
Thanks' Lord for what happen to me the pass few month.
You never let me die.
I will not disapoint you.
Will stay at stong for YOU.
Thank' LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's another day at the same place again.
Does it really matter?
Yes.
It really do.
):

It's day 2.
1 more day to go.
JiaYou.
Please do not stun.
Do not live with the past.
As the past is already not going to be your future.
It will never be any more.
Let it go.

Lord, YOU are really the biggest joker i know.
1 day is already very painful
i have to go there for 2 more day's.
AAAAARrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

Pain pain pain.

Wong JiaHui
Stop living in pain.
Why am i living in pain when .......................................................
Looking forward for tml.
JiaYou.

Rate for the day.
1-10
I get it 2.

Did some last min changes
Do really like it when i hear where i was going today.
After work still when to the most dun loved place for me.
Why??

God you are joking with me right.
What do you want me to bring home today?

Do you still LOVE me Lord?
Do you even LOVE me?

Dear Bloggy,

Mode of today morning.
1-10.
I'm giving 4.

Had a wired dream last night.
Lord teach me how to let go.
I'm holding on to everything.
Too use to it.
Worldly stuff really great.
But Lord but i believe in YOU there are more great stuff prepared for me.

You hear my cry.
Why am i crying?
Lord i'm tired of all this up and down in the world.
Lord what i want is to have a up and up life in YOU.
The cut is so deep that Lord only YOU can see.
Lord heal the hold.

Remove me from all this worldly stuff.
I want to commit myself to You.
Use me.
Use me.

Bless the worship lead my finger.

Everytime when i see people talking to their own blog,
i will think they are crazy.
But now i really have that feeling just like those people talking to their blog.
But is this correct?

What happen when i feel weak?
What happen when i feel lonely?
What happen when i feel like giving up?
What happen when i feel the world is going the opposite way?
What happen when i feel no one love me?
What happen when i feel not vex positive?

IN JESES NAME CUT ALL THE NOT VERY NICE FEEL AWAY.
IN JESUS NAME PROTECT ME.
IN JESUS NAME I PROCLAIM I'M YOUR'S.
IN JESUS NAME.
AMEN!!!

It's wrong to have this kind of feeling.
Because this is not what GOD want be to have.
Life have to go on.
It's not end of the world.
i will be a better person as day passes.
God has a better plan for me.

Why worry?
Worry about how GOD want to use me.
Worry about what GOD want me to do.
Worry about where GOD want me to go.
Worry about when GOD using me.
And
Worry about am i ready for all this?
Wong JiaHui you can.
GOD know you are strong.
Dun go half way and U turn back.
Road is hard.
Who cares GOD is with you.
So JiaYou JiaYou JiaYou.
If i do not trust myself who will trust me?

From this point on.
Speak the word of GOD
See the way of GOD
Hear the voice of GOD
Do what GOD want you to do and not what i want.

Lord
I Wong JiaHui a sinner.
I have sin and sin again and again time after time.
It's already like a must do everyday.
Lord clear me.
Everytime this happen i will just shut down myself.
No one know's what am i getting through
Lord You said everything happen for a reason, so what is it now?

There are sometime i really want to give up my title of a christian
There are sometime i really want to give up my title of a worship keyboardist/pianoist
There are sometimes i really want to give up my title of being who i am
There are sometimes i really want to give up my title of YOUR children.

Being a nice jiahui following the rule dun punk does not make me go any where but get hurt.
Lord where are YOU when i'm in pain.
Why is it always that hard to hear YOU when time like this?
The tear that felt from me did YOU see them?
The pain i'm in now YOU see them?

The very mix feeling for everything
Are YOU there for me?
Is it YOU?
So how?
What can i do?
Am i doing the correct thing?
Can this be done?
By saying this does it help?
What's next.

Everyone pray everyone get their ans,
i pray i got noting.

LORD,
Forgive me!
Heal me!
Renew me!
Lead me!
This is what i want now,
This is what i need now.

LORD it's going to be end of the year soon.
Can YOU help me wrap up my year in a better way?
Thanks for hearing my prayer.
In LORD greatest name AMEN.

Lord I do not wan anything but You

I love those who love ME, and those who seek ME find ME. Proverbs 8:17

It's a Monday ((:

Every week it's like vex fast in class after tt rush back to work.
But today was vex diff.
The wait for sch end was like million's of hours.

Finally the time is up and i thought it was hard for me at first.
But after afew month it's the first smile deep from my heart.
It vex refreshing,
Hope thursday come faster.

See you again. (:

Today i when for a job interview.
I lied in my CV. ):

But after that i actually think.
It have been sometime i ask myself some qus i never ask myself before.
It maybe a 100 qus but to me it's like a wake up call.
It's have but awhile i check my heart.

And i when for a run with a friend on tuesday he said something and make me also wake up.
If someone who are you.
Wat is your reply.
A use to be a close friend said this I'm so and so SON of GOD.

From now on.
I'm JiaHui son of GOD.
No longer fishball no longer anyone but HIS son.

It's a happy and sad sat/week.

God really love me so much i agree i didn't pray much this week as alot of stuff coming in.
I also when crazy and i did when crazy on monday, what a way to start a week.
Still GOD was vex good.
Was sitting in church today and the person who i really wish i could talk to came to me and sound some stuff to me.
And the greatest thing is i didn't even open my GOLDEN mouth.

HE knows what i'm thinking.
How great is my GOD??
Vex great. ((:

It was raining i just love the feeling of raining.
How i wish i had a car.
I can sit in it with some song playing and the sound of the rain hitting the roof on the car.
Just love it vex relaxing. ((:

But all this always bring back old memory. ):
Dun like.
Am I the only person, who is hurt?
I guess the ans is NO, Cause JESUS been there before for ME.

And i finally QUIT FACEBOOK.
It have been sucking my life.)))))):
Dun like.
I rather spend the time on some other useful stuff.