JH Wong

I'm changing my phone.. Dunno wat model..I onli know have FM, Colour.. Can msg can call.. Sad rite.. Haiz.. Getting ready to go NS..

My heart was broken today.. Really broken.. Haiz..

Wen for pratc today.. Den someone said this to mi.. U this cannot also cannot den how u play as a team.. Dun play lahz.. I tell u.. I will make u pay for wat u say.. All because i move ur piano abit den u say this to mi.. Come on lahz.. Fuck u..

I was really in pain.. Never feel tt so pain before.. It's like wanna scold all e ~!@#$%^&*()_+... And crying.. But den have to bottle up everything.. And start pratc.. During pratc.. I was not myself.. I play as wat i like. As wat i feel like.. Doing wat i like.. Feel's really empty.. Dunno wat i was think or looking..
Till guang hui ge prayed for mi.. I cryed and feel betta.. Much betta.. Den wen toilet wash up and wa liao alot ppl out side.. Dunno where to hide my face.. haha.. Den Stayed in e toilet for awhile.. At tt point i really wanna whack ppl.. Lucky inside nobody.. Den i whacked e wall.. Till my hand pain.. Den i felt betta.. Den wen back wait for worship.. And during e waiting.. Shuifeng told mi let everything to GOD.. Let HIM do e job..
So during e worship, all i was feeling was play play play play play my best my best my best.. Haiz.. But i never hear wat i play lahz.. Hhaha..

Lord plz full mi wif ur love.. All i need is juz U and UR love.. No wan can give mi.. Onli U.. Lord plz heal my broken heart.. Bless my hand and finger's ;et it not hurt other's but play nice song..

Sleeping more making mi more tired.. Haha.. Is there any pill tt made u no need sleep and dun need sleep de maiz and not feel tired?? Haha..
And also pill tt eat le will not get hungry or any nice food eat le will not fat de. Haha..

Is all be done??

Aunty u scared mi.. Haha.. Aunty called mi again in e morning.. Scare mi lorz.. I told wat happen again.. haha.. Den she ask mi to go her house check see her door have close anot.. I was like Haiz.. I wanna sleep.. Haha.. Vex not funny lorz.. haha..
Ya. Mi guess she not well again.. Haha.. But her parent have big faith.. haha.. I also dun wan go see her le. haha. If go see her.. Den i not need eat wan.

Like yesterday. She cannot eat we also cannot eat.. Haha.. So wen she got her ward.. She had her own TV. Den turn on watch this chinese prog tt dey are introing food. We both were like crazy den we talk abt all kind of food. Den wen her dad and ah ma came wif food her was happy.. Den i was like.. :'( i wan food.. But lucky e dad also hungry ask mi for dinner.. haha. Food is really importen.. haha..

Now i'm hungry. And shit it's 3 soon.. Have to go find penang lane.. Also dunno where den streetdirectory is down.. haha..

It's another day.. Spend sometime talk to shilong ge.. Haha.. Can see he's worry. Hahaha.. But he have to finish his exam..

Today woke up coz phone keep ringing.. A friend of mine asked mi wanna referee.. I guess.. Nope cannot onli for this week. Haha.. Ya.. I think i gng to quit my job le..
Wanna go full time slacker helper and learner.. Haha.. Have alot of plan and thing's to do after quitting.. Haha..
1st in mind is go for first aid course.. 2nd vas ncap.. 3rd go find tt guy from ecss ask him teach mi play.. Haha.. Lastly cut hair.. And maybe 1 extra de.. Help a sick friend.. haha..

Ya.. After all e calling and phone ringing.. I woke up and play some game.. Talk to ling jie.. Dunno abt wat lahz.. Den suddenly my phone ring.. I hear e ring i haiz haiz haiz haiz.. Again.. Wat now.. WTF.. haha.. But wen i saw yue yun jie called.. I was like huh wat happen.. E first time she ask mi was i'm i free.. I juz told her ya.. But i already have other plan lahz.. Den she told mi help her bring ting to kk.. Coz she in pain.. I was like wtf.. Den haven bath have brush teeth.. She tell mi 5min go her house.. Den after run in bath.. Brush never shit.. Den wear a cap and ran off.. I really run from my house to there.. I think onli 3 min.. Haha.. Tt's really vex fast.. haha..

Reach her house i heard ting scolding for help le.. Haha.. I thought it was really bad.. Wen i saw her face she was white.. Den e mum faster ask mi pray for her.. I was like i pray.. I also not e prayer person.. I dunno how to pray.. But no choose.. Juz pray lorz.. Ask GOD for help.. To let e pain go.. Haha.. Den called ppl.. Telling dem she in pain now gng KK.. Haha..
I felt i was like 1 of their family for e a few sec.. Haha..
Den e uncle drove us there.. Den reach kk le.. I told ting to take a wheel chair and i told her coz i care.. But in e other hand i juz wanna play e wheel chair.. Haha.. :X
But didn't know wat to do lahz.. But end up.. I juz do wat i can do best.. Talk cock.. Haha.. Den i never stop talking lahz.. Den she starting luff in pain.. Haha..
Den we were like waiting at this place den onli can 1 ppl wait there.. So i wen off grad some food for her mum..
Wen back and saw no doc le.. I juz wen in again.. :X.. Den sat on her bed.. Den e start talking again.. Haha.. Was really fun lahz.. Like passing e wheel chair around like nobody buss.. Haha.. fun.. Haha..
After all this playing we wen back she need xray.. Den wen back to e waiting room.. Wait for ward and bed.. Haha.. Den e mum ask mi funny funny qus.. haha.. Lucky i clever know how to ans her.. Haha.. But she made mi think.. Think wat i can do.. Wat i'm good for.. And y was i like tt.. Haha..

My day was not waste.. Even i have other plan for e day like.. Go st john and lesson wif wan ling jie.. My day is not waste.. Haha.. :).. So end up at KK till abt 2200.. Haha.. And saw a few pretty NYP student.. Haha.. =X
Dey vex funny.. Keep ask i her bf?? or brother.. Haha. I juz orh orh.. haha. Den e mummy at e side keep luffing.. Haha.. Ya not onli e NYP student.. But everybody who see mi ask e same qus.. U her bf or brother.. Haha.. Actually not funny lahz. But i had to luff my way out.. Hehe..

I guess luffing made mi younger. Haha.. Think of bad stuff made mi sad and angry.. So i have to choose my way. Haha..

Praise e LORD. Haha. JiaHui grow up le. Haha.. Compair from year 2001 to present. Haha.. Keep up e good work.. Be someone useful. Haha.

Hey.. Ppl who are viewing this blog.. Ask u ppl a qus..

If you see someone watch porn.. Wat will u do?? And how??

Had a vex "lucky" tuesday morning.. End work.. Den was rainning.. So walk home.. And guess wat happen during work.. My slipper spoil.. Haiz.. So i fun alot of way to do something to it.. But end up.. Haiz.. OK lahz.. Still can walk.. So wen walking home.. I fall off 3 steps.. And land on my ass.. Haha.. And my back luck not hurt.. But my leg and rite hand now vex pain.. But wat can i do.. Still home lorz.. Haha..
Wat a lucky day i had.. Thank's Lord.. Haha..

Hmmm.. Need wake up at 8.. Wen KK wif a friend.. Haha.. Reach there at around 9.. Den i scared her.. Tell her wat had to mi at CMPB.. Haha.. But she luff.. Haha.. Say not pain.. But wen e doc wanna take some blood from her finger she was scare.. haha..
But i spend alot of time talking to her.. Haha.. She not scare.. I told her.. If it's mi ah.. I will cry.. And not dare to go.. Haha... I'm a CC.. Haha..
After long waiting and disturbing.. E medi finally came.. So she take a jap den can go le.. I was like WTF.. Wait abt 5 hour.. Den 1min can go le.. haha..
Dey told a cab home.. So i sat infront.. Still talk and awake.. But wen e cab reach CTE.. I knock off le.. Till i reach tampines.. Haha.. Had a bad head pain..

But i wanna go RC or SJ.. But really was tired.. So i slept and i guess ppl msg mi say alot of thing lahz.. But i never.. Haha.. Have work and ask for help.. Haha.. But i Slept till 2130.. And juz woke up.. And shit was late for work.. haha.. :).. So i faster shit, bath and brush.. And wen off to work.. And till i was reaching.. I saw a coffee shop and wanna grab some dinner.. And i reach for my wallet.. I juz forgot.. So end up.. Had an empty tummy to work.. Haha.. But at least i had alot of sleep.. Haha.. :)

Reach work place.. Check mail.. Wow.. I on duty.. Haha.. Ya.. I really wanna play betta.. Play good.. Betta den wenyan and shane.. And zhenling and ling2.. haha.. I wanna to be e BEST in church and HIS kingdom.. Haha..

So i guess today will juz end work at 0500.. Den go home sleep.. Haha.. Wake up at 1300.. or late.. Den go RC or SJ pay money.. I'm gng to become NROC vb coach.. Haha.. level 1 onli.. Hahah.. Ya.. Before i get in NS.. Haha..

Aiyo.. Really working here is not my kind of job.. But at least i get to know some older guy's here betta den little kid's ah.. Everytime hold bike helmet.. Also dunno pass wan anot.. Haha..
Den their think is bike is faster den car.. Ya.. Maybe in ur dream's lahz.. Haha.. Wan close shop liao.. Haiz.. It's 0530 now.. Lata still need go out.. So ya.. I guess need to rush home sleep awhile.. Hehe..

I never like working here.. haha.. Juz dun like.. Ppl here wrong le.. Den still wan say i wrong.. Haiz.. Wat world is this.. Haiz.. Let look at e bright side.. Hehe..

I PASS!!!!!



Next up level 2!!!

I had a little lesson on faith on sat morning..

Tt day we meet out for a vb game.. Hehe.. But den.. early morning around 3 or 4 wen i reach home it started rain and vex heavy.. Yes.. Big rain.. So in e morning aroung 7 i woke up coz chek msg mi.. Asking mi can dun play anot.. Coz rain.. Den i haiz.. Ya lorz.. Sky still black black.. So i started call ppl asking dem wake up le maiz.. Den jiayi never ans so i thought ok lahz.. Think she have e same thinking.. So i call other ppl and kay was already reaching Tampines.. around 8.. Den i tell myself..Cannot.. Muz have faith.. Rain will go back korean and sin will come out.. I started go toilet and shit and pee.. ANd pray at e same time.. Lord play.. We wanna play vb.. Plz dun rain.. Haha.. Ya.. So wen i leave house around 845-900.. And was vex late.. I toke a cab down.. And e sun was big.. And shining bright.. :)

Ya... Reach there.. And everybody was like waiting for mi.. Coz dey dunno where's e net.. SO have to run to zhi meng there take and run back.. And i saw yu han wif yu rong and their dog.. Haha..
I guess someone forget to ask dem to play.. Haha.. But think she dun mind de.. Hehe.. Will remember de..
Ya.. SO there were
JiaYi, ShiYa, WeiLi, Kay, Noel*(kay's friend), JunQiang, Chek, JiaHui(mi), and e gay.. Haha :x..Opp's...

5 vs 4.. And i was in e 5 team..And we lose.. Haha.. Den change team again.. And we lose.. I guess i was joking around so we lose.. But till wen i go buy drink.. This thing came to my mind.. It's a game.. A ball game.. I happy can le.. Win or Lose importen?? NO.. Haha..So wen back and sit down.. And tt few NS men wen running.. So i weak never run.. And i came out this idea 3vs2.. So mi jiayi and jun qiang played agaist chek and shiya.. And great time lahz.. But we lose again.. Haiz..

But at least see jun qinag and jiayi running after ball was happy.. Dey feel like play vb.. So after we finish.. E NS men came back.. So I offer dem a new idea play beach.. Haha..

So we team up in 2..
Wei lin and guy,
Chek and YAYA,
Noel and kay,
mi and jiayi..
Haha..

Tell u jiayi is good.. Haha.. See her spike e ball.. Haha.. E first Hand.. Haha.. But thought e game i think i talk alot alot alot.. haha.. Make my opp scare.. Haha.. Still can tell dem tt area i will score.. Den talk alot to jiayi.. Also dunno she understand mi anot lahz.. But juz talk lahz.. haha.. We won all e way.. haha.. E best team agasit us was chek and ya.. Dey almost won us e first match by tt bit.. But after all.. Everyone enjoy e game.. But i guess onli 1 person never enjoy.. :x coz his/her mind is juz wanna win.. Haha.. :) BUT JIAYI you ROX.. Haha.. and shiya vex cute.. U vex white and vex fat.. :)..

Wen for lunch.. And wanna take bus.. But chek say wanna drink us to bus stop.. But end up driving us home.. Haha.. Love this brother.. Haha.. And we also get to know this friend Noel.. Haha.. A vex vex fit guy.. And it's his first time play vb.. And ok vex good for a first timer..:) and his really vex fast.. Haha.. :) will some day bring him to church.. Haha..

I looking forward to e next meeting. Haha.. I think 1 meet, meet 1 friend is really good le.. Not like last meeting so many ppl.. Haha..
Maybe after i pass my vas de course can start a vb team from EN.. Haha.. I teach little kid's play vb.. Den jiayi can medi.. Haha.. Chek drive dem there.. Den e NS men can train dem become more fit.. And e chairman is MR YA SHU.. Haha.. :x i guess i'm thinking too much..

Back to work le.. Haha..

I was screw up this morning.. Vex tired.. Some more sunday.. I woke up at 7.. But wen back to bed.. Till think 12 or 11.. Hehe.. I woke up wif out my glasses to e toilet.. I saw a letter on my com.. Haha.. I was like a.. NS letter leiz.. And ya.. Gng in.. love it.. Gng 42 SAR.. Den ppl say u die die.. Haha.. I not scare... U will see.. A new MAN will be born.. Haha..

And e back of e letter is a letter from SSC.. Den i see small small de.. So thought fail agian.. But wen open.. A... I pass.. Haha... So now onli need go VAS for e coach pratc.. Den i'm a NROC coach.. Hehe.. :)

1 day 2 good new's.. Haha.. I cannot take it.. I'm over joy.. Hehe..

LORD fill ur kid wif ur love..

Thank's for loving mi first.. As i'm a sinner.. Thank's for forgiving mi wen i sin and sin and sin.. In wat i do and think.. Lord teach mi to be more sin free.. Think mi how to do wat is rite and not do wat is wrong.. Lead mi thought the gate of heave.. Draw mi close to u.. Let mi see.. Open my eye's let mi see nice thing's.. Clean my mouth as my mouth wants to worship u.. Wash my brain as i wanna think abt you.. Clear my heart as i wanna welcome u inside mi..
Lord i wanna worship u day and nite, like how u love and protect mi.. Never letting mi go alone never forget mi but forgive mi.. And also brighten my day wen it's in e nite like how u show my way turn all marfan..

I wanna be wif U.. I wanna to be used by U..

AMEN...

At work again.. Today no much ppl.. But dey all today de ppl all ok ok no prob, i hope coz now still early.. Yesterday was really screw in and out, up and down.. Haha.. Haiz.. Dun wanna say le.. But i guess as day's passes will get to know ppl here.. Hope can save some soul's ah.. Haha..
But i really also dunno y i as ass hole last nite.. Maybe i really in need of a good rest.. Coz i tuesday start working le..

Tuesday morning help zhi qiang from 9.. Den came work place till 6..

Wed met a friend for lunch.. Around 12 baiz.. Den to lesson den work till 5.. End a little early coz was not really feeling well inside and outside.. Haha..

Den thursday.. Wen PEI CHUN at 9 till think lata 5-6..

So let's count how many hour's i haven slept..
Mon-tue(4hour)
Tue-wed(4hour)
wed-thur(2hour)

Not onli not sleeping well.. Eatting is also a prob.. Haven eat a correct meal like sit down and finish up everything de.. All is eat abit or never eat..

Haiz..

Was blank at zt house today.. I was half a sleep.. And wen praying time more good.. Eye's cannot even open.. And mind and soul not there onli an empty shell.. Haha.. And i dunno y dey keep call mi hamtaro.. :)

I really need alot of sleep.. Haha.. Ya.. Sat no cell so can no need go church.. Hehe.. Sleep.. So i guess sunday also will be skipping church too.. Haha..

Well have been earn some money this week.. Hmmm..

ZL jie de : (15*3)+(18*7)+30=201
VAS de : 18+(20*4)=98
work de : 50*3=150

Total : 201+98+150 =449

Ya.... This is how much i earn lahz.. But wen after i count how much i spend ah.. Think end up wif -amount.. Haha.. So i dun wanna count. Haha..

Ya.. At least i made used for my time during work today.. Finish up my Music Theory and read some stuff.. Dun feel like sleeping or eating.. Juz tired.. Think i still can go some more.. Haha.. I think i wanna go e prayer thing tml morning.. Think onli..

Reach home this morning at around 0600.. Wen sleep awhile till 0745.. Woke up.. Wen Pei Chun, help my friend.. He told mi to help him also dunno have money wan anot.. So ok lorz.. Juz wanna go help onli.. But end up reach there.. He told mi i'm gng to get paid $18 for 1 match as a scorer.. Haha.. So waited for my turn.. Start at around 1200.. Ya.. So mean while wen i was waiting.. I wen vas talk to faith.. Haha.. Slack there.. Talk abt future plan in vas.. Haha..
So match started and end fast.. Wen lunching wif ah whye.. Den dey was talk abt lata.. And he juz found out his gng to referee e lata match.. But he need to rush to some sch coz he coaching tt sch.. :) Den he exchange his pant's wif mine.. And pass mi his referee uniform..
And i earn more den wat i was told.. From noting to 18*3.. To 18+(18*4).. Amen.. Was real blessed..
So juz reach home.. Blog abit.. :) Feel like sleeping.. But i need to work lata.. hhah.. Hope i can last till tml morning.. HAhaha..

Feeling my life wif everything i can find e the world and maybe a little space for HIM.. Hhaha.. Lord i think i can do betta den this.. Help mi true as wat u had help mi in e pass.. I know it's hard.. But some how U will make a way.. :)

Get to go bath and meet friend le.. Haha.. :)

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o well wtf.. Really wat theFUCK.. Hahahaha.. Sometime i rather not know den know.. Rather not to love den to love.. Yap.. I in a really screw up mode today but i did show..



Meet up wif her.. Wen for lunch.. Grad some stuff and was happy lahz.. Hmmmm.. Maybe coz my mouth ah.. Haha.. Ask some qus tt i know will hurt mi.. Hahah.. And saw her phone wen ring.. And e number was like.. O.O.. Ya.. Haha.. But she dunno anything.. So.. Was trying vex hard to smile and keep myself happy.. And wen to a friend house.. Chat a while and wen off.. And Take a bus wif her.. Was pretty sad at tt time and still muz take same bus.. So haha.. I juz told her i was tired.. Not i was not.. Juz try vex hard to void.. Ya.. But i still dun really belive.. Till i saw wat she wrote.. haha.. Pretty heart breaking.. Ya.. I guess.. 2 word's 8 letter.. GAME OVER.. I lose.. ya.. Watever.. I'm now so srew up.. Ya.. ahahah.. I guess e onli way can do anything is juz find any shit to feel mi up..



Iris.. I know u care.. But anywhere thank's will be ok after a feww mth..

I wanna take a break in e real world and stay in my world.. LORD dun save mi let mi be.. haha.. :)



But i should be thankful.. Not have started or begain.. Haha.. Or not more pain in my ass.. haha..



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So tired.. So not happy.. Haiz..
Let not talk abt wat happen this morning.. HAiz..
Wen lesson wif wan ling jie.. Was late.. Really late and tired.. Lesson was fast.. End early.. Wen bacfk home.. Den wanna bath de.. But end up mum was using e toilet.. So did not bath.. Came work.. Take a cab.. Was $4.80..
And i belive a few hour ago.. I juz remember i haven eat anything yet.. I juz remember eating some ramen.. Onli a few mouth.. Dunno y.. Not it's not nice.. Juz not feeling well or juz not use to e nite life yet.. Den e whole day never eat le.. So wen out there to grab some food at around 0030.. Everything or shop was close.. I juz wanna eat rice.. All dun have.. So bought a pao.. Tt's my dinner.. And drink red bull, coke.. And i guess lata soya bean..
Sometime i dunno how to take care of myself some time bloody gay.. Wat e hell man.. Like juz now.. Wen i was having my lesson.. Mr lim from VAS called mi ask mi tml can help him.. I told him ok lorz.. Juz like tt.. So i need to rest PeiChun by 9.. And i onli have 2 hout sleep.. Haha...

Ya.. And a sister of mine.. Told mi.. U crazy ah.. Dun take care of urself lata sick.. I work e money all need to go see doc.. I guess she was rite some where.. But i really not in e mode to talk holy now.. Haha.. It feels like everything come falling down.. I'm feeling heavy..

Ya.. So came work.. Login msn.. Talk abt and catch up wif shi long.. Ya his busy i guess.. Den saaw ling jie came in.. Was really happy to see her some how.. But she leave wif in 5 min.. Ya.. So i'm alone now..

Lord plz feel my empty heart.. I'm empty.. Fill mi up wif wat ever u wan..

Ya.. So i guess now work.. Lata go help friend.. Den gop home sleep awhile till 6 or 7.. Den go zt de house..
Den work again..
So friday le..

Hmmmm.. Met up wif my friend.. He is also empty.. He share his prob wif mi before.. Abt his gf.. Ya.. Told him mine.. But end up dey still broke up.. Not my fault ah.. Haha.. Ya.. So he ask mi wanna go clubing.. I guess i dun drink.. But i juz wanna fill myself up wif something.. So i told him ok.. So we will meet up and drink maybe he drink beer i drink coke.. I really wanna get myself drunk..
But i cannot belive wen i was down this friend of mine brought mi to church.. But now i cannot do anything.. He hate's ppl who goes church.. Tell mi all shit and crap.. But i belive tt's trust.. Coz i was like wat he said.. But he end up wif a bad ending in church..

He best buddy brought to this church at bedok south.. And he was there abt 2-3 year.. And this gal who he like.. Ask my friend to bring him to chruch.. But behind this gal e reason for gng to church is coz he wanna know my friend's friend's who brought to church.. And his e pastors son.. Ya.. So i guess alot of crap happen lahz.. And no wan in e church settle e matter.. So my friend end up leaving e church.. Pretty sad..

But i will keep praying for him..

But we lose touch for a few year.. And suddenly we meet up again.. He was also a joker lahz.. Haha.. And he teach mi how to bluff gal's.. haha.. And from there and his help i got my 2nd gf.. Haha.. But wen we were togther.. I forgot him.. Till last year.. Wen we met up in our old place coffee bean.. Where i drank my first coffee.. And it was a sunday if not wrong was 1 sep.. hehe.. A vex spc day to mi.. Haha.. Use to be lahz.. Haha..
Will try to befriend him.. But really his really really vex empty.. He also have alot of prob.. Really big prob.. Now i know he has a step mother.. and step little bro.. Hehe.. And something happen lahz..

Ya.. So i can really help him change his think of ppl who goes church and who belive in christ.. So dun get myself drunk.. Wahaha..

Hmmmm.. Juz came home from work.. Wen i was walking home i was looking at my phone de clock.. Hmmmm.. E first thing came to my mind was go for e prayer thing every morning.. Dun waste my time maiz.. Can go help other's.. haha.. Great rite.. hehe.. Hmmmm.. Will ask if can lend a car or something lahz.. Haha..

NOW i ask... Anybody wanna go to e morning prayer thing.. If have car or wat can pick u all up den send u ppl to work or home.. hehe.. Finally i can make use of my licence.. Hehe.. I'm useful in some way lahz.. haha..
I was still think wat can i do for GOD.. And here it come's.. haha.. Amen.. U read my mind.. It's really OMG.. Haha.. U's the MEN.. And amen.. haha..

Haiz.. Today was really vex tired.. See msg also see wrong.. Type also type wrong.. Aiyo.. Today working wif Zhi Qiang ge was ok lah.. Pretty fun lahz.. Haha.. I mean "fun" he ask mi meet him at 9.. Den i reach at 0905 den reach at 1000.. Amen.. Haha..

Den wen there set up.. Den his wife called him ask him send e fishball home coz forget.. So i drive his van lahz.. haha.. Long time no drive le.. Alittle funny driving lahz... Haha..



After tt wen 418 was late coz of so lady which dey are pretty so have no brain de.. Waste time move here and there juz 1 shot.. Haiz..



Wen church was already 1915.. Everything was not set up yet coz PA not there.. So i juz so nice tt help dem.. See i vex nice wan.. haha.. :X.. Wait and see.. Den dunno y is i clever or dey stupid.. Dunno how to on e switch.. Haiz..



Den worship was not vex nice lahz.. Here wrong there wrong everything wrong.. Haiz.. After tt i really see star le.. Den wen sleep.. Had a nice dream and shuifeng jie woke mi up.. Wat the heaven.. Haha.. But i also dunno wat she told mi.. I juz orh onli.. Haha.. Really vex tired.. Haha.. Coz my head was reallly vex pain.. Haha.. But lucky iris pull mi out.. Coz i have to work.. Haha.. And iris also not stupid ah.. Dun fly to high.. Hehe.. And btw zip.. I will kill u de.. Hehe.. E most we both go on News paper de front paper onli.. Hehe.. :p



But iris.. I not tt stupid too.. haha.. Waiting for GOD's green light.. Now i see no light not even speed camera.. So juz try to be funny.. Haha.. No worry will not do anything stupid wan.. haha..

Ok where was i?? Hmmm.. Haha.. Suddenly 8 ppl came in and ask for com.. Ok.. Full house le.. Haha.. Can slack le.. Hehe...

Ya.. Iris.. Will not have show de lahz.. Hahaha.. Hehehe..
Back to e worship prob.. I promise i will not play like shit le.. I make sure i'm betta and anyone in church..
It really feel bad ah.. Wen i played not vex good.. Is not tt i play for ppl to heard.. Juz tt wen u do some for GOD and it's not vex well done i have tt sad feeling.. Muz go find out wat GOD wanna teach mi.. Hehe..

YAHOO.. 2 more hours.. Hehe..

Lets plan wat i wanna do lata... Go home sleep..
Den maybe go see zt.. Haha.. MAYBE.. mostly will not gng de.. Hehe..
Den finish up wan ling jie de hw.. Haha.. Not lata she screw mi..
End lesson.. Haiz.. Start work.. Haha.. Was a lifely day i'm gng to have.. Hehe..

Ya.. Den thursday..

Go home sleep..
Wake up.. See can go zt house not.. Den get some fruit or some thing for dem..
Den work.. Haha..

After thursdat is Friday..

Orh ya.. Go home sleep..
Den wake up see can do wat den so lorz.. Hehe..
Not need work.. Tt's great.. Maybe go find zhi hao pass him his money.. Haha..

Den friday finish le is sat..

Hahaha.. Orh ya.. Maybe can see her.. Orh betta talk to her.. Haha.. :p
Den cell..
After tt MUST go Renewal Church.. Till pretty.. Haha.. Talk abt this sat thing.. Juz now wen walking out to e bus stop wif slow shui ling and aiqing jie.. Haha.. Shui ling ask who have go.. Den she said scare nobody.. Den i out from no where say i have go.. Hahaha.. :) Den keep talking shit lahz.. Den look at her face.. Tt hello u think i care wat u are talking, tt kind of face.. Hehe.. Tt's e first time i talk to her.. Haha..
Coz i last time pretty scare talking to her de.. Coz have someone lahz.. Say she how how how.. Den i also sacre.. Haha.. But haven seen her in church for a few mth also duno have anything.. She those kind tt dun really talk.. Or never talk.. Or talk also cannot heard wat she say de.. Haha.. Tt person bluff mi.. Haha.. Or maybe UP there change her alot.. Haha.. I, you, him, her, dem, also dunno.. Haha.. She really look like aiqing jie.. Hahah.. :x

I guess i'm not gng to blog for awhile le.. haiz.. E no life is gng to start in 23 more hour.. :)

Thank's e 2 of u, who pei mi had dinner.. I was actual pretty sad juz now.. Not coz u know who i know.. haha.. Is coz i dunno wen will we meet up and have dinner like tt again.. And now scare.. Scare coz i will be more and more been draw away from GOD..
But really had a great time..

Wen out wif e 2.. And had dinner at bedok.. Haha.. Ate curry fish and chicken.. Haha.. After tt.. Walk around bedok.. From inter to guang hui ge de house there.. Hehe.. Den end up sit at inter eat and drink.. Hehe.. Den wen home.. Ya.. I guess this is where my "happening" life will end..

NO Referee
NO Volleyball
NO Talk to ppl i like..
NO Late sleeping..
NO Watching tv
NO Blogging..
NO Blog hopping..
NO Gaming..

HAVE Work
HAVE To face com everyday for 12 hour..
HAVE to have breakfast as dinner..
HAVE To sleep really early at 0700..
HAVE To face little kid's
HAVE To ajus my sleeping time..
HAVE MONEY..
HAVE Nite life..

I really hope this job will not hai my life wif GOD.. Is already not vex good le.. I feel like crying.. Lord.. Help mi.. I'm breaking apart now.. Really hope wat i'm doing now is juz a dream.. A good rest and e next morning is a new and fresh day..

Ya.. I played yesterday during worship.. Hehe.. Was fun lahz.. Learn alot of thing's.. But made alot of mistake.. hehe.. But will be betta e next time.. Hehe.. Was really vex scare in e morning.. Coz i did not sleep alot e day before.. Slept at 2 den woke up at 6.. Den leave bed at 715.. hehe.. Bath and do all my stuff.. Den i reach church.. Was like walking around lahz.. Dunno wat to do.. Alot of butterfly in my tummy.. Haha.. Den we start parying and so all e stuff set up get ready.. Hehe. Den i saw her out from no where.. Hehe.. Den i not so kan chio le.. Hehe.. Till we started playing i did not get any feel.. Coz shui feng jie wan feel.. Haha.. Den my feeling was I WANNA SLEEP.. Hehe.. But play for awhile more i was warmed uped.. Hehe.. Den get abit of feel le.. But den i start talking crap and play crap lahz.. Also wat i was doing.. Smileing at e paper.. Smileing to myself.. Talking to myself.. I though i gng crazy le... Haha.. So wen break time i wen toilet prayed.. And almost cry.. Super scare.. Den HE told mi.. Play for the LORD, not for dem.. Orh ya.. Tt was wat i wan.. Den worship started.. Everything wen well.. Did alot of fun stuff during e worship.. Haha.. And thank's to a sister in christ for tt GO!!! Hehe.. I still ask her go where.. :x..
But i grade myself for e playing 60/100.. Still have alot to learn.. Hehe..

Den wen cell also dunno wat dey talking lahz.. Haha.. Juz orh orh orh orh orh.. Heheh.. :x.. Wen eat.. And wen back for e worship gathering.. And i did not join dem.. Was out side playing chinese chess.. I really chinese chess not tt pcc.. :p.. Till wenyan remind mi.. Y was i out side?? Den i ahhh.. Ya horz.. Wen in and e pastor was talking abt worship leader.. Haiz.. I also not gng to become a worship leader.. Ask mi listen for wat.. :(..

Den stayed there play some game's.. Also dunno waiting for wat lahz.. No aim juz walking around play around.. And talk around..

And zhen ling jie suddenly ask mi tml have study or sch or work not.. Den she told mi her company need urgent helper and paying de $10++.. O.O.. My eye's open super big lahz.. Den jioed zh go and uncle hok soon.. Hehe.. Den wen home wif iris.. See again u again.. Haha.. Den we start talking talking talking.. Abt e same stff again.. haha.. But everytime we have diff view.. It's good to share.. Ya.. Talking alot abt ziting and family.. Ya.. God will change her and her family.. Haha..

Wen home get change wen inter meet zh.. Den saw him e bus gone.. Wa liao.. Hehe.. Den call uncle ask him come drive us.. hehe.. Den reach zl de company at 530.. I told dem we will start work at 7.. Dey say i talk cock.. But we meet e person outside e company at 6.. Den wen to loyang have coffee and wen to e wroking place at 7.. Haha.. It's really LOL...

Den reach there do dey ask this guy call BOY to teach us wat to do.. Den he dunno go where..
So we slack around and talk to some guy's abt my age den dey say their pay onli 7-8 per hour.. Hahaha.. Den we super happy.. Coz i was told we getting 10++ maiz.. hahah.. Do we slack till 830 den stop work le.. Coz e company de network down.. So we sit around.. Haha.. And start work at 930 again.. Den came 2 malay.. He told us their pay was $100.. Den he also told us e market price is abt 15.. Den we really vex sad.. But we enjoy ourself lahz.. Play around.. Hehe..

Den end up at 3.. Wen home.. Was really tired lahz.. Den slept and phone ring ring ring.. hehe.. Wa liao.. Den and wen i saw zl de msg i thought i was in dream land.. She told mi we getting 15 per hour.. And getting abt $200.. Den i really jump out of my bed.. Den zh called mi say alot lahz.. haha.. And wen was talk to him.. Zl msg again, saying wrong le.. Should be 18 per hour.. Haha.. Den we really super excited.. Den i ask zl still need ppl during weekend anot.. She say no need.. Den really cold water drop from e shy on my face.. Haiz.

But i guess it's ok lahz.. At least we had fun lahz.. Haha..

Haiz.. Starting work on tuesday haiz.. The no life day's are starting.. Hehe.. GOD plz bless mi..

Hmmmm.. Today haiz..

Before..




During..





After...




See my hair.. Haha.. Change alot baiz.. Haha.. Spend alot of money on it.. Haiz..

But after tt wen church.. Hehe.. Saw her.. And she smile.. Ya.. :p.. Was really happy.. Hope can have more chance to talk to her.. And get closer to her.. Heheh.. My colour change le.. Become colour wolf liao.. Haha..

Wen start cell.. Hehe.. Noting much lahz.. I fall asleep.. Was really tired.. Hehe.. Dey watch a vcd.. Stupid lahz.. A little waste of time.. Dunno y dey or he dun wanna fast forward.. Hehe.. But wen came to e mid point was meanful.. But wen reach le.. I sleep le.. Haha..

Den worship prat.. Hehe.. Super kan chio.. Haha.. Coz shuifeng jie wan feeling.. Haiz... I go where find feeling.. Haiz.. So really i throw myself to GOD le.. Think he will work mi up tml.. Haiz.. Tired le... Wan go sleep liao.. Hehe.. Ya.. Tml sunday.. Can see she again.. :)

Ya.. It's weekend again.. Hmmmm.. Wat happen this week...

Monday..
Wen kallang for my NCAP retest.. Den had KFC there.. Chicken was not cook.. Haiz..

Tuesday..
Wen CCAB as linesman.. Was a long aday lahz.. Haiz.. I was linesman for 2 game 1st is YTS vs SQS.. 2nd is CTS vs SHS.. 1st match was fast lahz.. But 2nd was super long.. CTS vs SHS.. CTS was wasting time lahz.. Dey leading 2-0 end up losing.. Haiz..
Den after e match.. Rain super heavy.. So toke a cab to church for prayer meeting.. Had a bad worship tt day.. Haiz.. Coz of someone who cannot sing.. Or maybe is i cannot play.. Hahaha..
After prayer meeting.. Wen 85 wif sunmei and jin hao.. Haha.. Had a vex nice few hour wif sunmei.. Haha.. Y onli sunmei?? Coz jin hao was ltt but never talk.. haha.. So onli talk to sunmei.. We were learn malaysia talk.. :x tt's tt lahz.. haha..

Wed..
Wen YCK for linesman again.. Did alot of mistake there.. But at least i learn alot... Hehe..
After tt wen city hall play BB game.. Haha.. Spend sometime there.. Den around 6 wen meet wan ling jie.. But i was early.. So i did not go out of e plattform sat there play my phone.. Den i break my highest score and even e whole game.. Den happen lesson wif wanling jie.. Hehe.. Did not vex well in e test.. Onli grade 1 alot of thing's to learn.. Haiz.. Haha..
Den meet iris wen for dinner again wif her.. Den we talk alot lahz.. Everytime dunno y alway's say abt e samething de.. haha.. Talk abt cell. Abt church.. Haha.. From talking to her, i learn abit baiz.. Everyone's point of view is diff.. :).. Love talking to her.. hehe..
Den we end up at 416 eat.. And talk till 12am baiz.. hehe..

Thursday..
Woke up at 9.. Wen down to FUed.. Had training there.. Was fun lahz.. And talk alot to ling2 jie.. Hehe.. And little kid's there call mi uncle.. :'( heart breaking lahz... End up stayed there till vex vex vex late.. Around 12..
Reach home on com.. Den dunno y lag.. So wen sleep...

Friday..
Wa... Today was late lahz.. Zhi qiang ge meet mi at 0830.. But i woke up at 0830.. Haha.. So did everything fast fast.. So reach bedok at 9.. Den help him.. Hehe.. Den help out till 2100 lahz.. Vex tired.. Den move everything back to church.. After church he drove mi home.. Den on e way home he told mi something funny and i never though it will come out from him.. Hehe.. He told mi ming wha jie vex mar fan.. hehe.. Coz of e food thing lahz.. Den he told mi dun marry next time.. :X.. But i know he was joking lahz.. He really care alot for his kid's..

So now plan for tml.. Sat...
Noting much i guess.. Morning wake up around 12 bath.. Go for a hair cut... Den church for cell.. Haiz.. Noting much.. Hehe.. Hope to see ur(HER) smile tml.. :x...

Sunday..
Go church.. Den have worship gathering.. :) Hope to have good news.. Hehe.. Juz wanna heard good new's.. Anything also can.. Like i slim down le.. I love you, My hair nice.. Wat ever lahz.. Hehe..

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Haiz.. Got a msg from gu.. Saying something happen to ziting.. I really feel tt GOD is really unfair.. His really an ass.. But friendly speaking i dun really like ziting lahz.. Dun really like talking to her.. But wen in chirst we are a big family.. Haiz.. She like onli 16 this year.. Den need to go true all this.. I really feel tt pain inside my heart.. GOD wht are u doing this to her..
But wen i was walking home from FUed.. Everything in to mi.. True this GOD will use her.. GOD wanna teach her something.. A good lesson tt she will remember.. And zhi qiang ge said also.. This is the time tt she have faith in GOD.. Trust HIM.. Give herself up for HIM.. Yes lord i belive u have ur plan and u have already planned..
And this song keep coming in to my mind.. Think it's from taiwan.. Will ask wat song is tt.. And try to post online.. Hehe..

Hmmmm.. Today ah.. Haiz..

Woke up at 10+.. Play com till 11 baiz.. Den sian.. Have to study lahz.. So study.. I actual study and understand wat i was look at.. Haha.. O.O.. Study till 1.. So at first wanna go bath de.. Coz muz reach kallang by3 lahz.. But end up wen on online look for injuries.. Haha..So after i bath it was like 2..
Den after go take cab down.. Haha.. Den e aunty listening to jap song lahz.. Den still read new paper.. Haha.. But end up reach kallang safely..
Den wen in from e person.. Den e last time i saw my watch was 1430-1445.. Den i start my test le.. Haha.. Was a open book test.. It a NCAP(National Coaching Accreditation Programme) test.. I wrote and wrote and wrote.. And wat i study never come out.. It was like holy mother.. :x.. I finish writing at 1630.. And thank lord for the extra time given.. Can saw i didn't do well.. Hope i can do betta.. Coz e last paper i done was onli 12.5/24.. In order to pass i muz get 15/24.. Haiz..

After the test wen down.. And was hungry.. So wen in to e mac and saw noting nice, so wen KFC.. Bought a 2 pc meal.. wif e cheese fries.. Den e person who serv mi vex vex vex vex vex long winded.. Say again and again.. Haha..

All e eating finish.. I walk out and wanna take a bus home.. So there was onli 16 there.. But i dun wanna waste money take 1 stop den change bus.. So i walk to e bus stop at old airport road.. Den wen i was at e opp of e bus stop.. E bus 10 wen off.. Haha.. Tt bus stop really dun like mi.. Everytime i at there ah.. Wanna take bus 10 e bus 10 wen come.. But wen i at e opp wanting to cross e road.. Haha.. So wen 7eleven buy news paper.. I waited for 5min to pay tt $0.70.. Haiz.. Y there so old le also dun have sell paper on e road side de.. Haiz.. Den lucky bus came in 10 min..

Den wen i was on e bus.. I was thinking.. I save tt few cent's.. But can spend cab fare eat KFC.. Dunno wat i was think lahz.. Stupid lahz.. I'm really losing myself..

Den dunno is too long never talk bus or wat.. I also most throw out wat i ate.. Haiz.. Bus sick i guess.. haha..

Haiz.. Now mar fan call le.. Mr wong called.. Ask mi do linesmen.. Haiz.. Den so more on wed.. 130.. and 1430.. I also dunno how to help choo kok.. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

Lord help mi.. Plz help mi.. PLZ...........

Today wen ShuQin Sec referee.. Haiz.. Made a number of mistake.. Haha.. But still ok lahz.. Still have to improve alot.. Haha..

Haiz.. Den rain.. Vex heavy.. Haha.. Den end up toke a cab to e mrt station.. Meet zhi hao.. Go city hall.. Haha.. Den at first wanna go play game de.. But end up reach tt place iris reach cityhall le.. Haha..
So end up buy umbrella.. Haha.. Actually wanna get a bright pink.. In e end got a black wan.. Haha.. I like pink.. But if rain ah.. Den i take 10 to church de bus stop.. Den take e pink umbrella walk.. Haha.. Alot ppl will look at u de lorz.. Haha.. I shy.. Hehe..
Ya.. And zhi hao is a colour wolf.. Beware gal's out there.. :x

After all e walking.. Haha.. Wen funan.. Haha.. Eat buffet.. Haha.. Den i made e payment.. I toke a cute frog show iris.. Den dunno y she have e thinking of it's a free gift.. Haha.. Den i yap yap yap.. Den can see her aunty side come out.. Hehe.. Vex funny lahz.. Haha.. Den after iris's screw lose.. Den is zhi hao's turn.. Haha.. We were talkabt death note during our meal.. Den he came out of his sit and walk like L.. Haha.. From funan to dunno where... Den still look at ppl wif tt eye's.. Haha.. We luff and luff and luff and luff lahz.. Think iris have record down... Will post online wen i get it.. Haha..
Den toke a cab home.. Haha.. Was really vex tired.. Spend alot of money today.. Hehe..
Have to eat bread tml on le.. Hehe.. :x

Had a vex fun day today wif dem.. Thank's.. haha..

Hmmm.. Still remember the year 2004 i made this promise to someone.. At 1 of the park.. Saying i well get into worship team in church and play e piano.. And guess wat.. Juz nice 4 year's lata or maybe early.. Cannot remember wat date.. But should be 10 or 17 may.. Haha.. It's gng happen soon.. Haha..
I prayed for more den 4 year's abt this.. Since i was sec 2, tt will be 2002.. Haha.. 6 year's le.. GOD finally ask my prayer..
GOD prepare mi.. He made mi a betta person compare to 6 year's ago.. Haha..

To Wong JiaHui

Jia You!!! Jia You!!! Jia You!!!

Hahah.. Too much you also not good.. Lata fat.. Hahah...

GOD is alway's look at wat we do wrong or rite.. Infront or behind of ppl.. And he also read ppl's mind.. Haha.. Like last time wen i lend choo kok de van for e WHO thing.. Den i wanted to use my own money pump full e oil.. But i was not vex rich at tt time.. But in e end church paid for e oil.. See.. Haha.. HE heard my prayer and see my pocket and bank.. Haha..

And think a mth ago.. I got this letter saying i have a "GOOD PROGRESS AWARD" from cdc.. Den i thought scam ppl de.. Haha.. But after tt i got a letter again.. Telling mi to go back to Simie ITE get a $300 cheque.. Haha.. At first i though com spoil den come out my name.. But i wen back to sch yesterday wif e letter.. And i got e cheque.. Haha.. Really is no need worry have money.. Haha..

How do i wanna spend e $300..

1. $50 for mummy..
2. $100 save cannot touch..
3. $60 go celeb wif Iris and Zhi Hao..
4. 10% go church..
5. 10% go xiao mar..
6. E rest hmmm.. Dunno leiz.. Will share wif ppl who are in need..
7. $20 pay ling jie for e lesson..

Ya.. So i guess $300 i juz nice.. Haha.. :)