JH Wong

God is really good to mi..

Where should i start??
I starting my last week vex moody..
Tuesday nite den book in..
Wed slack..

Thursday wen out field..
This is where i started feeling bad..
Arg...
Haiz..
But i know i have already give all of this unhappyness to Ah Pa liao..

His great..
I wen for e lesson on friday and sat..
It was not a vex nice lesson..
I wanted to walk off..
But LORD send mi there and letting mi off early muz have his reason..
And finally i got my ans..
Lord u are great..

Know walking wif u is e rite path..
But..
Vex painful..
And i'm not really ready from e pain..
But LORD..
Wen u wanna use mi i'm also ready...
Give mi e green light
And
I will go war wif u..
I will be willing to change..

Thank you JESUS, Thank you LORD for everything u done to sharpen mi..


I still have a big dirty room to clean up..
I still have a big room to improve in..
Lord lead mi..
Show mi your path..
Hold my hand, dun let go..
Fill my emptyness wif your LOVE..
I wanna LOVE you more day by day..


Yes.. It's a sunday again..
And i know today is e day tt e LORD haave made juz for mi..
AMEN..
Coz JESUS loves mi,
for e bible tell's mi so.. :)

I talked to a friend of mine in church today..
I found myself a new chapter to start..
Even my book in messy..
But i know i will keep as neat as i can..

I really wanna thank guang hui ge..
Ya..
Got u wat u mean on sunday morning.. :)
Knowing e path is uneasy to walk..
U still willing to accompany mi..

It's time to say bye to mr S A TAN..
And welcome MR YA SHU back into my heart..
I cannot be e wan lagging behind everybody..
I have rece chirst for a vex long time think have..
Since i pri 2 or maybe young..
And thinking back, pri 2 is abt 1995 and i was onli at tt time i was onli little 7..
It have beed 14 year's..
Pretty old..

Haiz..

thank's bro..
say mi emo..

Kite fly high..
Kite fly far..
Wind blow hard..
Wind blow strong..
Hold on and pull string will snap..
Let lose string kite fly wild..

Lord..
Teach mi how to fly a kite..
Teach mi how to be a kite flying master..
Lord, fly the kite with mi..

Lord..
I dun wanna cut string away..
I wanna let lose string and wait for e rite time..
Lord teach mi wen is e rite time to pull back e string and not over pull
Lord teach mi how to let string lose little by little and not let kite stop flying..

Lord..
It really pain now..
Full e pain with ur words..
Wipe my tears away with ur mighty soft hand..
Hug mi with ur loving arm..
Kiss mi with ur words of wisdom..

I had enjoy my worship today..
Y muz i alway learn by e hard way..
Haiz..
I guess my life muz learn by hard way baiz..
Haiz..

Orh..
Look my pants is on fire.. O.o
Coz lier, lier pants on fire..
I really did not mean to do lie..
k.
But bottom line..
Yes..
I lie..
I'm a big fucking lier..
:(

Lord plz forget my friend it's his 21 b'day today..
Forget him for wat he has done..
Lord..
Haiz.. I tearing now..
Show u wat my friend is doing.. :'(


















This is not a joke..
His really a friend of mine..

Lord..
Why is this happen to him..
But i still wanna thank's lord..
I know Jesus wen i was young..
I use to go lion dancing and dragon dance wif him..
But i leave him coz of YOU..
LORD u saved mi..
Lord u pull mi out from this shit..
Or not i will be posting all this photo and it will be mi..
Lord u done thing's tt i think it cannot been done..
Lord forget him..
Pull him out of satan's arm..
Lord..

Feel like shit now..
Did not sleep well or can say i never sleep at all..
Heart have been feel weird..

Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom.. (heart beat)
This is wat i hear for e whole nite..
Think till 330 baiz..

I juz dun like e feeling..
Arggggggggg..
I do also have feeling..
And
I'm gng back to be a selfish person..
If i care for ppl..
Who care for mi..
:(


AAAAARRRRrrrrrrrrrrggggggggg....

I juz dun like how i feel now.. Arrggg..
Fuck this feeling.. arrgggg..
How come every sunday i have this screw up feeling..
It's not coz i need to book in..
Arrrggg..
Screw up lahz..aggrrr

Haiz..

Today i wen out wif a big bag tt's empty..
But after awhile it feel's vex heavy..
It's like a big empty to u..
But it's heavy..
I dunno how to tell u it's heavy..
Coz i dunno wat to say..
I dunno why suddenly have e burden..
Not tt i dun wanna share,
But really dunno how to start.. Haiz..
Sorry..

But during today's 1 love worship..
I still feel e same carry a big empty heavy bag..
I wanted to cry..
But noting came out..
And till.
Ling jie say put all big and small burden in GOD's hand..
At tt point of time..
Everything came out..
Tear's like running water..
It like a tap tt it's spoil and water is running non-stop..
I feel vex good after tt..
And after worship i had my smlie back..
GOD is great..
GOD is good..
GOD love's mi more den other's..
GOD alway's there for mi wen i down..
GOD alway's know how i think..

But even sometime i feel vex lose..
Dunno wat's my stat's
Dunno izzit rite anot..
But GOD is alway's there standing at my house de window smiling at mi wait for mi to go home..
AMEN...

Really hope everytime after i sleep and wake up..
Everything will turn betta..
Haiz.. :'(