Saturday, April 26, 2008

 
My heart was broken today.. Really broken.. Haiz..

Wen for pratc today.. Den someone said this to mi.. U this cannot also cannot den how u play as a team.. Dun play lahz.. I tell u.. I will make u pay for wat u say.. All because i move ur piano abit den u say this to mi.. Come on lahz.. Fuck u..

I was really in pain.. Never feel tt so pain before.. It's like wanna scold all e ~!@#$%^&*()_+... And crying.. But den have to bottle up everything.. And start pratc.. During pratc.. I was not myself.. I play as wat i like. As wat i feel like.. Doing wat i like.. Feel's really empty.. Dunno wat i was think or looking..
Till guang hui ge prayed for mi.. I cryed and feel betta.. Much betta.. Den wen toilet wash up and wa liao alot ppl out side.. Dunno where to hide my face.. haha.. Den Stayed in e toilet for awhile.. At tt point i really wanna whack ppl.. Lucky inside nobody.. Den i whacked e wall.. Till my hand pain.. Den i felt betta.. Den wen back wait for worship.. And during e waiting.. Shuifeng told mi let everything to GOD.. Let HIM do e job..
So during e worship, all i was feeling was play play play play play my best my best my best.. Haiz.. But i never hear wat i play lahz.. Hhaha..

Lord plz full mi wif ur love.. All i need is juz U and UR love.. No wan can give mi.. Onli U.. Lord plz heal my broken heart.. Bless my hand and finger's ;et it not hurt other's but play nice song..

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