JH Wong

So tired.. So not happy.. Haiz..
Let not talk abt wat happen this morning.. HAiz..
Wen lesson wif wan ling jie.. Was late.. Really late and tired.. Lesson was fast.. End early.. Wen bacfk home.. Den wanna bath de.. But end up mum was using e toilet.. So did not bath.. Came work.. Take a cab.. Was $4.80..
And i belive a few hour ago.. I juz remember i haven eat anything yet.. I juz remember eating some ramen.. Onli a few mouth.. Dunno y.. Not it's not nice.. Juz not feeling well or juz not use to e nite life yet.. Den e whole day never eat le.. So wen out there to grab some food at around 0030.. Everything or shop was close.. I juz wanna eat rice.. All dun have.. So bought a pao.. Tt's my dinner.. And drink red bull, coke.. And i guess lata soya bean..
Sometime i dunno how to take care of myself some time bloody gay.. Wat e hell man.. Like juz now.. Wen i was having my lesson.. Mr lim from VAS called mi ask mi tml can help him.. I told him ok lorz.. Juz like tt.. So i need to rest PeiChun by 9.. And i onli have 2 hout sleep.. Haha...

Ya.. And a sister of mine.. Told mi.. U crazy ah.. Dun take care of urself lata sick.. I work e money all need to go see doc.. I guess she was rite some where.. But i really not in e mode to talk holy now.. Haha.. It feels like everything come falling down.. I'm feeling heavy..

Ya.. So came work.. Login msn.. Talk abt and catch up wif shi long.. Ya his busy i guess.. Den saaw ling jie came in.. Was really happy to see her some how.. But she leave wif in 5 min.. Ya.. So i'm alone now..

Lord plz feel my empty heart.. I'm empty.. Fill mi up wif wat ever u wan..

Ya.. So i guess now work.. Lata go help friend.. Den gop home sleep awhile till 6 or 7.. Den go zt de house..
Den work again..
So friday le..

Hmmmm.. Met up wif my friend.. He is also empty.. He share his prob wif mi before.. Abt his gf.. Ya.. Told him mine.. But end up dey still broke up.. Not my fault ah.. Haha.. Ya.. So he ask mi wanna go clubing.. I guess i dun drink.. But i juz wanna fill myself up wif something.. So i told him ok.. So we will meet up and drink maybe he drink beer i drink coke.. I really wanna get myself drunk..
But i cannot belive wen i was down this friend of mine brought mi to church.. But now i cannot do anything.. He hate's ppl who goes church.. Tell mi all shit and crap.. But i belive tt's trust.. Coz i was like wat he said.. But he end up wif a bad ending in church..

He best buddy brought to this church at bedok south.. And he was there abt 2-3 year.. And this gal who he like.. Ask my friend to bring him to chruch.. But behind this gal e reason for gng to church is coz he wanna know my friend's friend's who brought to church.. And his e pastors son.. Ya.. So i guess alot of crap happen lahz.. And no wan in e church settle e matter.. So my friend end up leaving e church.. Pretty sad..

But i will keep praying for him..

But we lose touch for a few year.. And suddenly we meet up again.. He was also a joker lahz.. Haha.. And he teach mi how to bluff gal's.. haha.. And from there and his help i got my 2nd gf.. Haha.. But wen we were togther.. I forgot him.. Till last year.. Wen we met up in our old place coffee bean.. Where i drank my first coffee.. And it was a sunday if not wrong was 1 sep.. hehe.. A vex spc day to mi.. Haha.. Use to be lahz.. Haha..
Will try to befriend him.. But really his really really vex empty.. He also have alot of prob.. Really big prob.. Now i know he has a step mother.. and step little bro.. Hehe.. And something happen lahz..

Ya.. So i can really help him change his think of ppl who goes church and who belive in christ.. So dun get myself drunk.. Wahaha..