JH Wong

So sleepy.. But cannot sleep.. And now look here look there click click there.. Haiz.. Noting to see.. Haiz.. Hmmmmm...

I abit crazy le.. I can do 3 thing's at 1 time.. I can watch tv, play psp and play com.. And i juz cannot sleep.. Haiz..

Hmmm.. I think i too happy to go NS.. It's like onli den 2 week's now.. haha.. New week coming le.. haha.. Den weekend vex fast end de.. haha... Sat and sun working.. Den next week sat on course.. And weekday's having lesson.. Play psp.. Enjoying lahz.. But i dun feel any job inside.. Still empty.. I need hmmmm.. Alittle something tt i really dunno.. I still finding.. But wat's missing in life now.. I also thought play com till late nite and not gng sch is fun.. But no it's not at all.. It make's mi think crazy..
Really hope NS change mi.. Haiz..

How does he get the strength???





Philippians 4:13-
I can do everything through HIM who gives me strength..

It's tuesday today.. And i guess have 16 or less day's left.. Haha.. Had lessin wif tim and i have a new classmate ling.. haha.. Had fun during lesson.. Open my egg's again..

Den had PM.. Den i juz found out i haven been worshiping GOD.. But play e piano.. It's a diff feeling up there.. Haha..

Den today's PM was diff.. Had a good talk abt BGR.. also dunno y lahz.. But i was good.. Haha.. Ya... Make mi think wat i wan and wat i need.. Haha..

Ya.. I guess e word i have learn today is e same as e last time.. 4 letter 1 word.. WAIT.. Haha.. i know it's hard but i think mean while i muz improve myself.. Upgrade myself.. He has betta plan's for mi.. haha.. And wat i learn on last sat from chek's sharing.. It's sometime betta not to know de know.. haha.. :)
So i will juz leave it.. I do my part.. God will reward mi.. Haha..

Hmmmm.. Since i have onli less den 16 day's and i muz plan how to spend my money.. haha..

Now i onli have 88.. Den next mth will have 300 cmoing in.. So it's 388.. Look's alot.. But it's vex little.. hmmm..

1. Rent a car - $120..
2. Go out wif cell - $50
3. Get my glasses - $80
4. Get NS stuff - $30
5. Go out wif friend's if i have any.. - $50
6. E rest will juz put in pocket.. $58
- $28 into coin's.. So can buy drink'sinside camp..
- $20 take cab home tt day..
- $10 hmmm.. Dunno.. AHhh.. Put in God's house.. Haha..

Ya... Amm vex tired now.. After picking yt.. haha.. Update again tml.. wan sleep le.. Hehe..

Wow.. Thing's juz happen so fast and i dunno.. Till sunday morning chek ask mi am i ok.. I told him ok.. And he told mi y he asked.. And i wen toilet and flash back.. And ya.. I was not ok.. Since tt day.. I was not myself..
I was working myself super tired, Doing thing's tt i dun use to do.. Think stuff tt i haven never think of doing.. haiz..
I was working at FUed for 1mth.. And i see ppl smoking.. And it lead mi to my sec sch day's.. haha.. k i use to smoke.. But not really heavy or light juz smoke for fun.. Coz my friend's were smoker's.. Haiz.. I was a bad student.. Haiz.. But till i met a ling hong.. He brained wash mi and tell mi go back to HIS presents..
Den from den on wen i was lost he alway's tell mi tt GOD is there for mi..
Den i was working at FUed.. Starting to learn bad.. And i know i cannot go on like tt.. I can work for 48 hour's and onli sleep 4 hours.. Tt's crazy..
Haiz..

I'm finding way's to narm my pain.. But all e way were wrong.. Haiz.. haiz.. Lord i need ur hand to pull mi up.. but i stil wanna thank's u for opening my eye.. Even alot of thing's happen e pass week..
I wanna use my mouth to worship and share ur word's but not talk abt ppl..
I wanna use my hand to play nice pic and do great thing for UR name.. But not hit or hurt other's..
Lord i pray.. i pray tt u will still lead mi true dark or bright road.. AmeN...








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haha.. I was waiting for a call this morning.. but wow.. Not phone did not ring.. But saw zt online.. And she in hosp again.. ya.. Den wen i saw her mum i told her e same thing.. coz... I dunno y every time after she take her chemo will have something happen de.. haha.. Den bingo.. I was rite.. haha..
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And talking abt her.. haiz.. I really wanna kill her.. Haiz.. I will never lead my wife(PSP) to other ppl le.. Wa liao.. tt day i wen her house.. She was eating and play wif my wife(PSP).. Den she still can slime.. And say ok wan lahz.. WTF.. haiz..
I told zhi jin he told mi ya i cannot do anything i onli can suck thumb.. Haiz.. And yt say mi tt time wen i was holding his psp.. He tell mi dun put stick and wall paper on his psp.. Haha.. I told him will not de.. Den guess wat.. My psp became SHE lahz.. She change my setting and remove my cover and put her face on it.. WTf.... i now full of fuck now... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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u think i will lend u again.. And u think think longer.. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF


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Ya.. During e first aid course i met alot of new friend's.. hehe.. :) my spoke english from e start of e course till e end of it so it's like 4 day's of potato.. haha.. :) not bad my english still can talk to ang mo.. haha..

I'm broke.. Haha.. So wat's my plan for e mth... Hmmm..

Plan A
-Dun go out..
-Dun reply my msg..
-Dun eat out..
-Remember who own me money..
-Work myself out and be super tired..


Plan B
-Go take all my pay from my bosses..

Plan C
-Plan A + Plan B= Plan C

Ya... I really dunno.. Haha.. But i guess i go for plan A.. Not gng out.. Haha.. And work all i can.. Haha..
Hmmm.. I guess have no money and gng out feel wired.. haha.. Or maybe i'm already vex wired.. Juz feel funny lahz.. Last nite wen iut wif zh hs fel and val and yt.. Celeb yt's last meal.. And i onli had really less den $6 and i feel's funny.. All i was is go home faster and sleep.. I was emo juz dun feel like talk to anybody.. But juz wanna go home sleep.. But end up still wen out wif dem till 2am.. All i do was play my psp.. I was so scare tt my psp ran out of batt.. But it lasted till i reach home..
And everybody's saying e same thing.. No money still buy PSP.. Hello wake up ah.. Is buy le den no money.. Dunno is ur eng sux or u are in ur own world..

Ya.. And y i'm broke.. Coz i bought myself a PSP slim.. haha.. It's pretty sad wen i brought my psp to church.. Ppl first thing ask mi who's.. ian or pual's.. It pretty hurting lahz.. So ending up i told everybody i stole it.. :) But at least for this few day's i have my psp.. So it's like my life is all abt mi and e psp.. So dun try to take it away from mi.. I will be vex angry.. :)

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I'm lost now... My world is empty.. See phone ringing.. And not reply anyone.. I guess i gng mad, i think it's ok.. Onli 1 more mth.. My day's are ticking off e clock.. I juz do not wanna get hurt or be healed.. So ppl sorry for not reply ur msg..


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Somebody told mi my playing last sunday was diff.. I guess so.. 1st- i enjoy myself.. 2nd- i had a new teach and his good.. Haha.. And of coz HIS wif mi... E feeling was there..
I tried alot of new thing's and learn alot of new thing's.. Hmmm.. I think i like so free this week.. I'm gng to master 1 song and make it a trademark of mine.. So no one in church can do betta or do it.. Sound like a little boy have big dream's.. So i'm alway's looking forward to tuesday before prayer meeting.. :)

I'm busy for e up up coming week.. Haha..

17/5 (1800-2200) - NCAP(pract)
18/5 (0830-1930) - NCAP(pract)
19/5 (0830-1900) - NCAP(pract)
20/5 (0900-1630) - SFA
(1800-2200) - NCAP(Exam)
21/5 (0900-1630) - SFA
22/5 (0900-1630) - SFA
23/5 (0900-1630) - SFA+Exam..

Wow.. haha.. Have to wake up super early lahz.. Haha.. My NCAP at ct ITE.. ahaha.. Super far.. Den my SFA(standed first aid) at DB.. Haha.. All muz 1 hour to reach there.. Haha.. \

But something i'm looking forward to is I'M GNG TO BECOME AN NROC VB COACH AFTER ALL THIS.. but onli level 1.. :x... Hehe.. Betta den noting.. haha.. So next time if my church wanna form a vb team.. I can coach dem.. Haha.. :)..

Den after all this sching and studying and aid and vbing.. Still ahve 2 more week before i gn NS.. Haha.. How i wish i still have more time.. To do something tt i also wanted.. haha.. :x.. But i nvm.. I have betta plan's for myself.. After my 2 year's.. Coming out and go study ACCA.. hahah.. I wanna become a accounten.. Haha.. Maybe wen i start working and earning money.. I'm like around 30.. Haha.. Tt's old le.. haha.. :).. But i know HE has a plan for mi.. Hehe..

Wanna save money for..

Car..
House..
Wife..
Oversea's..
Study..
Use..

:) i wanna earn 1mli wen i'm at e age of 45.. hope not to long.. Haha.. :)

Hmmmm.. Today was really tired.. I didn't sleep well.. Keep dreaming.. Dream of alot of thing lahz.. Like play dota.. Do dunno wat thing.. Haha.. :)..
But end up was awake by my phone again.. Some msg.. Haha.. And ppl called mi too.. I also dunno wat dey say lahz. haha :)

But in e end i wake up at around 1400.. Den play some game.. Blog shop.. Den wen i saw my phone i saw a bro tt i dun really know msg mi.. Tell mi see u lata.. I was happy.. :) not tt i'm gay lahz.. But his teaching mi how to play piano.. Haha..
Den wen e clock hit 1700.. I rush to my bath room shit bath and brush.. haha.. Wen church.. Sat there play some vex lan music.. Den he called mi.. A.... Jiahui!!! I teach u this pic.. I was like.. Wow.. Thank you.. Den he showed mi a vex easy and nice way to play e piano.. Haha.. Den shui feng jie came.. And was mi to play for PM.. I was like.. Haiz.. Den i look at him and asked him u wanna stay and play for us?? And His ans was.. Wait ah.. I asked my parent's coz i guess he have to meet his parent's for dinner.. Haha.. But in e end he said OK.. Haha.. And i didn't play.. I was not sad.. But vex happy.. And i ended up singing.. Haha.. I cannot sing chinese song's lahz.. Haha.. But was fun.. Haha.. Even i cannot hear myself.. Haha.. Enjoy e worship can le.. haha..

Den PM meeting start worship was good.. And prayer time was good.. Haha.. And i didn't bring my bible so have to share.. And lucky have ppl bring eng and chinese de.. Haha.. :)

I love today.. Haha.. Have to go home pract my piano.. haha..

And wen work after tt.. Saw shane den ling2 pop out from no where and she was working.. haha.. :).. Den told her abt today.. And i'm gng to same e tap wif her.. but it's wif jin hao.. Haha.. Nvm.. Btw happy honey moon :)..

Hmmm.. Today pastor talk abt give thank's to everything tt happen.. Haha.. Noting much lahz.. Never really listen.. Was really tired.. haha..
Wen Novotel again today.. haha.. I onli used think abt less den 30min to reach from bedok lahz.. Haha..
Den wen back church, was tired so close my eye's for awhile..
Was really vex tired.. Haha.. Reach home e day before at 0200.. Den woke up at 0730.. Really thank's to chee kim.. Haha.. If he never call mi i well sleep till nobody prob.. Haha.. :) Today de worship i gave myself a 2.5-3.5 over 10.. Didn't do vex well..
And i'm having a sore eye's now.. Vex red.. haha.. I think is last nite see to much gal le.. Haha.. :)

Talking abt yesterday.. Haha.. Was really happy and ps.. Haha.. I get to drive e whole day again.. Haha.. And shane de mei mie and mother say i vex cute.. hahah... PPL SAY U CUTE.. Haha.. :) :) :).. Dunno y dey say tt. But vex nice of dem.. haha.. My face turn red after i heard tt.. Hehe..

And i had a little talk wif ahgu.. Aiyo.. He ah.. Everytime make mi qus myself de.. Haha.. But vex nice.. haha.. He also made my brain working.. Made mi improve myself by day.. haha.. :)

Lord plz forgive mi... I lie.. I lie to wenyan.. Lord plz forgive mi.. Haiz.. Y am i so "sell fish".. Haha.. :).. Life is all abt giving.. I'm to self cented.. Juz because i dun like.. Juz dun like i told wenyan a lie.. Plz forgive mi.. Sorry.. Haiz.. But if u dun.. I still well do e same thing e next time.. Sorry lord.. I don't wanna work for u wen i'm not happy.. I cannot draw myself close to u.. But i still sorry for wat i have done.. :)

Was really busy wif noting for my pass week i giving it a 3.5-4 over 10.. Haha..

Was pretty funny this morning.. Shi long pop up in my msn from no where.. And we talked alot.. Haha.. And his coming back coz he wanna see "ziting".. Haha.. So caring... Haha.. :x oppp'sssss.....

Ya.. 1 more thing.. Ppl use ur brain ah.. If my eng so good i really happy.. as wat shi long ask mi.. Did i wrote in e blog.. Haha.. NO.. Look at e eng.. Haha.. My eng have so powerful maiz.. Haha.. Wat ever lahz.. It's ppl's mouth u all happy can le.. haha.. :)
Hehe..
After talking to him he suddenly told mi he gng for dinner.. I was like wat the..... It's onli like 1600 u eating dinner.. Den i rememeber at his place is faster by 3 hour.. Haha..

Den wen dinner wif friend's and SOME ppl wow late lahz.. Like we jio abt 6 ppl.. Den 4 was late.. Haha.. :X.... I was late too by abit maybe 5min.. Haha.. Not tt bad.. Hehe..
After eating we wen shopping.. haha.. I wanna buy my flip flop.. Haha.. :) And we didn't have much time for shopping.. So tml gng again.. haha.. I saw a few shirt i wanna get.. Hmmmm..

Shopping & thing's to do list..

Cut hair..
Red Cross pay money for first aid course..
Buy Adidas water bottle(ask and u well be given)..
Buy flip flop..
Buy some shirt..

Haha.. And i guess onli have from 1400-1800 4 hour to do all this thing.. haha.. No time.. haha..


I'm ready to go NS.. I really dun care how is it.. I can make it turn wif GOD.. Haha.. 2 year's is all i need.. And a boy well become a man.. Den after tt go study CAT and ACCA.. And also piano throey.. Haha.. :).. I'm now a boy full of dream's.. hehe... And after NS i'm a man full of success.. Haha.. :)

I think after my NS and ACCA i be abt hmmm.. NS come out 22.. CAT 2-3 year, 25.. Wow.. Den acca think take vex long de lorz.. Abt 3 year's.. wow.. I 28.. Haha.. Hmmmm... Haha.. Long time.. Haha.. But i know it well be short wen GOD help mi.. Haha..