Monday, May 26, 2008
Wow.. Thing's juz happen so fast and i dunno.. Till sunday morning chek ask mi am i ok.. I told him ok.. And he told mi y he asked.. And i wen toilet and flash back.. And ya.. I was not ok.. Since tt day.. I was not myself..
I was working myself super tired, Doing thing's tt i dun use to do.. Think stuff tt i haven never think of doing.. haiz..
I was working at FUed for 1mth.. And i see ppl smoking.. And it lead mi to my sec sch day's.. haha.. k i use to smoke.. But not really heavy or light juz smoke for fun.. Coz my friend's were smoker's.. Haiz.. I was a bad student.. Haiz.. But till i met a ling hong.. He brained wash mi and tell mi go back to HIS presents..
Den from den on wen i was lost he alway's tell mi tt GOD is there for mi..
Den i was working at FUed.. Starting to learn bad.. And i know i cannot go on like tt.. I can work for 48 hour's and onli sleep 4 hours.. Tt's crazy..
Haiz..
I'm finding way's to narm my pain.. But all e way were wrong.. Haiz.. haiz.. Lord i need ur hand to pull mi up.. but i stil wanna thank's u for opening my eye.. Even alot of thing's happen e pass week..
I wanna use my mouth to worship and share ur word's but not talk abt ppl..
I wanna use my hand to play nice pic and do great thing for UR name.. But not hit or hurt other's..
Lord i pray.. i pray tt u will still lead mi true dark or bright road.. AmeN...
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haha.. I was waiting for a call this morning.. but wow.. Not phone did not ring.. But saw zt online.. And she in hosp again.. ya.. Den wen i saw her mum i told her e same thing.. coz... I dunno y every time after she take her chemo will have something happen de.. haha.. Den bingo.. I was rite.. haha..
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And talking abt her.. haiz.. I really wanna kill her.. Haiz.. I will never lead my wife(PSP) to other ppl le.. Wa liao.. tt day i wen her house.. She was eating and play wif my wife(PSP).. Den she still can slime.. And say ok wan lahz.. WTF.. haiz..
I told zhi jin he told mi ya i cannot do anything i onli can suck thumb.. Haiz.. And yt say mi tt time wen i was holding his psp.. He tell mi dun put stick and wall paper on his psp.. Haha.. I told him will not de.. Den guess wat.. My psp became SHE lahz.. She change my setting and remove my cover and put her face on it.. WTf.... i now full of fuck now... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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u think i will lend u again.. And u think think longer.. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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Ya.. During e first aid course i met alot of new friend's.. hehe.. :) my spoke english from e start of e course till e end of it so it's like 4 day's of potato.. haha.. :) not bad my english still can talk to ang mo.. haha..
I was working myself super tired, Doing thing's tt i dun use to do.. Think stuff tt i haven never think of doing.. haiz..
I was working at FUed for 1mth.. And i see ppl smoking.. And it lead mi to my sec sch day's.. haha.. k i use to smoke.. But not really heavy or light juz smoke for fun.. Coz my friend's were smoker's.. Haiz.. I was a bad student.. Haiz.. But till i met a ling hong.. He brained wash mi and tell mi go back to HIS presents..
Den from den on wen i was lost he alway's tell mi tt GOD is there for mi..
Den i was working at FUed.. Starting to learn bad.. And i know i cannot go on like tt.. I can work for 48 hour's and onli sleep 4 hours.. Tt's crazy..
Haiz..
I'm finding way's to narm my pain.. But all e way were wrong.. Haiz.. haiz.. Lord i need ur hand to pull mi up.. but i stil wanna thank's u for opening my eye.. Even alot of thing's happen e pass week..
I wanna use my mouth to worship and share ur word's but not talk abt ppl..
I wanna use my hand to play nice pic and do great thing for UR name.. But not hit or hurt other's..
Lord i pray.. i pray tt u will still lead mi true dark or bright road.. AmeN...
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haha.. I was waiting for a call this morning.. but wow.. Not phone did not ring.. But saw zt online.. And she in hosp again.. ya.. Den wen i saw her mum i told her e same thing.. coz... I dunno y every time after she take her chemo will have something happen de.. haha.. Den bingo.. I was rite.. haha..
:x
And talking abt her.. haiz.. I really wanna kill her.. Haiz.. I will never lead my wife(PSP) to other ppl le.. Wa liao.. tt day i wen her house.. She was eating and play wif my wife(PSP).. Den she still can slime.. And say ok wan lahz.. WTF.. haiz..
I told zhi jin he told mi ya i cannot do anything i onli can suck thumb.. Haiz.. And yt say mi tt time wen i was holding his psp.. He tell mi dun put stick and wall paper on his psp.. Haha.. I told him will not de.. Den guess wat.. My psp became SHE lahz.. She change my setting and remove my cover and put her face on it.. WTf.... i now full of fuck now... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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u think i will lend u again.. And u think think longer.. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
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Ya.. During e first aid course i met alot of new friend's.. hehe.. :) my spoke english from e start of e course till e end of it so it's like 4 day's of potato.. haha.. :) not bad my english still can talk to ang mo.. haha..
