JH Wong

As i promise.. :)

Ya.. I wen dating today.. Muhaha.. Super fun.. Guess where is e place?? Hehe.. Seng Song SuperMarket.. :)
So happy lahz.. Waited for 5 year's.. Ok ok ok, is 4++++++ year's k.. But is really a vex long time.. :) Really vex happy.. Even not together yet, but really enjoy e time wif u..
K dun say so much le.. Lata ppl ask here and there.. :x

And to who ever is tt, remember muz share e "bag".. And no short cut.. K maybe e short cut part is for mi.. :)

Lord...
Look after mi..
Lead mi..
I'm a sinner..
Dun let mi fall..
Wat ever gng to happen next or happen le..
Lord teach mi how to hander prob wif U together..

Platoon 6.. Sorry i send u guy another air-plate.. :) Will make up wif u guy real soon P.S.. Hehe..

Haiz.. :)

Ya.. My parent's are back.. Dey never buy anything.. Ya.. I had a vex great time "alone" e pass 2 day's..

I head this song 不, 完美 from where by 李玖哲.. Vex nice..




不, 完美

你常常說 我很完美
ni chang chang shuo wo hen wan mei
You’ve always told me that I'm very perfect (and)

沒人能取代 我給的一切
mei ren neng qu dai wo gei de yi qie
no one can replace my all.

我就以為 我努力更完美
wo jiu yi wei wo nu li geng wan mei
So I thought if I work hard, then I'll be even more perfect.

我們 就會永遠
wo men jiu hui yong yuan
(Then) we'll be (together) forever.


完美並不美 我們多虛偽
wan mei bing bu mei wo men duo xu wei
Perfect isn't beautiful (because) we are very fake.

你讓我的好 變成一種罪
ni rang wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui
You made my good into a crime.

完美並不美 當你愛了誰
wan mei bing bu mei dang ni ai le shei
Perfect isn't beautiful when you love that someone.

我的完美也只是 不完美
wo de wan mei ye zhi shi bu wan mei
My perfectness is imperfect.


後來你說 我太完美
hou lai ni shuo wo tai wan mei
Later you told me that I'm too perfect (and)

值得更好的 陪在我身邊
zhi dao geng hao de pei zai wo shen bian
deserve much better to be by my side.

你不是我 你怎麼能體會
ni bu shi wo ni zen me neng ti hui
You are not me, (so) how do you know

你有 多麼珍貴
ni you duo mo zhen gui
how precious you are?


完美並不美 我們多虛偽
wan mei bing bu mei wo men duo xu wei
Perfect isn't beautiful (because) we are very fake.

你讓我的好 變成一種罪
ni rang wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui
You made my good into a crime.

完美並不美 當你愛了誰
wan mei bing bu mei dang ni ai le shei
Perfect isn't beautiful when you love that someone.

我的完美也只是 不完美
wo de wan mei ye zhi shi bu wan mei
My perfectness is imperfect.


完美並不美 我們多虛偽
wan mei bing bu mei wo men duo xu wei
Perfect isn't beautiful (because) we are very fake.

你讓我的好 變成一種罪
ni rang wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui
You made my good into a crime.

完美並不美 當你愛了誰
wan mei bing bu mei dang ni ai le shei
Perfect isn't beautiful when you love that someone.

我的完美成了罪
wo de wan mei cheng le zui
My perfectness had committed a crime.


完美並不美 我們多虛偽
wan mei bing bu mei wo men duo xu wei
Perfect isn't beautiful (because) we are very fake.

你讓我的好 變成一種罪
ni rang wo de hao bian cheng yi zhong zui
You made my good into a crime.

完美並不美 當你愛了誰
wan mei bing bu mei dang ni ai le shei
Perfect isn't beautiful when you love that someone.

我的完美也只是 不完美
wo de wan mei ye zhi shi bu wan mei
My perfectness is imperfect.


Perfect = Not Perfect.. Pretty sad MV/Song, but nice.. Hmmm.. Haiz.. Dunno wat to say.. Guess i will juz end up like tt.. :'(

Hmmmm.. Juz wen youtube look look see see 李玖哲 have wat nice song.. Hmmmm.. Seem's like all emo emo de..
想太多 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmUJoYgHqOE)..
我會好好過 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaK7Tog-xGg)..

This is e first time i go online find chinese song..


Prayer Time..

Lord.. Lead mi.. Show mi.. Bring mi.. I wanna do thing your way not my way.. Hold my hand, dun let mi drop.. I juz dun not wanna hurt anymore ppl.. Teach mi how to love ppl more den last time.. I wanna a new year, new start.. Thank's for listen to mi lord..
Amen..

Haiz.. It's CNY.. I did go oversea.. Haiz.. And i'm alone wif my wife (PSP).. Ya... All i did is juz at home sleep.. Dunno why i like can sleep e whole day and i'm still tired.. I home alone.. Seeing everybody gng ppl's house.. and i talk and playing my wife.. Wat alifely life i have.. Muhaha..

Haiz..

Haiz.. I'm pretty messy up this few day's.. Prob after prob.. I dunno wat should i do.. Haiz..

Lord i wanna work and spend more time wif U.. I wanna be closer to U.. If even any happen.. I will still be wif U.. Lead mi..Show mi.. Hold my little hand..Gaurd mi..

But looking on e bright side.. Think is also good.. :) Thank you Jesus Thank you Lord.. HIS e best.. HE always give mi.. Wat i need e most.. I really love HIM.. :)

This year dun even have e CNY feeling.. Never see alot of red.. or maybe i never go out at all..


And i ORD lorz.. Yes.. Haha... :)

Yes another week juz passed.. It's like vex fast.. But somehow it feel vex long for mi.. Even was slacking time in camp.. I dunno why am i doing this.. :'( I'm sorry... haiz.. I think i have more thing's to worry now..

I wen for ATP last tuesday.. Juz got a pass.. And i miss fired.. Dun ask how... K i dunno.. All i can say is i dunno.. My mind was not even ine ranage wen i was doing e ATP.. :)
I thought dey not charging mi.. But before i book out.. All i heard was pending.. Fuck.. I'm doom.. 7 day's DB.. Happy Chinese New year too me.. I never told anybody abt this i juz dunno how to hander prob now.. 7 day's.. haha.. Luff it out lourd.. I'm so happy..

And prob after prob.. And i dunno which prob to settle first.. :) Lord i'm a dead fish now.. Bring mi back home.. I juz wanna rest in ur arm's.. Lord i never feel so scare before.. I never feel so helpless.. I never feel so aimless too..

I'm juz a burden to everybody... Haha.. Luff at mi.. it's time to luff at mi... Muhaha.. Luff.. :)

Ya... THANK YOU LORD.. I check my pay slip juz now.. And saw i got a pay rise.. Haha.. Ya.. haha.. Think more by 50 coz of my armour training.. :) Good thing i guess..Ya..

And i spoke to my mum abt my study's juz now.. And it's e first time..

At first i wanted to sign on coz i dun not have money for sch liao.. But my mum told mi can de she have.. But i juz told her how much i need for e sch.. She drop her jaw and scolded mi.. Haiz..
Pretty sad for mi.. I i need at least 10k for my CAT + ACCA.. Haiz..

Haiz.. Everytime good thing come's wif a bad stuff behind.. Haiz.. Lord, why is tt happening to mi.. :'(

Wow.. Book in in another few more hour.. Pretty sad and scare.. Coz e whole company nobody de.. Onli have Fu Ling.. Arrrrhhh.. Haha.. Lord teach mi how to love him more.. haha.. I need to love ppl in my camp.. Alot of screw up person in my platoon.. :'( ok lahz.. Actual i'm also 1 of dem.. I'm as screw up as last time.. Haha..

I miss my bed back in camp.. And e e yellow dog, who bite mi many many time.. haha.. Hope e dog still alive..

I juz dunno anbody well.. I alway though this person is close to mi.. But i heard thing tt made mi scare.. I now know wat is e feeling to have sold sweat.. Feeling's not good.. Ya..

Lord.. Pary tt noting will happen.. I know this sound stupid but i really pray tt u protc ur sheep's.. And also heal ur sheep.. Amen..

Haiz..

Ya.. I AWOLed all because of this thingy.. Dun ask y i still outside.. Coz i'm.. I had a vex great time e whole of last week.. Spend time wif human is betta den sgt and sir and pte.. haha.. Feel so free.. But not bad i have to go in again.. I'm gng back to my old self..
And i called my PC yesterday he asked mi to go back coz today have ATP.. Some shooting thingy lahz.. Den u get $200..

Orh ya.. sunday.. 040109.. E first event on e new year.. RUWA.. I really wanna thank you lord... HIS e best.. i was so scare before e start and pratc.. I cannot have e feel how to play.. And my wyw's was not on wat i wanna do.. :x.. haha.. But during e worship time i enjoyed myself.. Played many many wrong thing.. But dun think anybody know lahz.. :)

And i also had a vex great time in church wif e worship.. Cry like a baby, HE talked to mi.. It's like a vex long time since i go for a worship and came close to HIM.. Maybe coz of army baiz.. But i guess this are reason i give myself.. Hope new year new start, new begaining.. :)

This few day's ppl are msging mi talking to mi online tell mi.. I'm vex blessed.. Thinking back e whole year.. Looking at wat i do.. I'm really blessed.. And I'm gng to work hard juz for HIM this year..

I have not been sleeping well for e past few day's coz i had this nightmare, guess i will keep it to myself..

Hmmm.. Last year wat did i learn??
I didn't really change much.. But i get to know myself.. I always do thing's alone, i like to bottle prob up to myself but maybe sometime i share but not all.. Ppl do thing dey know mi vex well but i still will bottler prob and stuff to myself.. I'm not e kind of share prob wif other's..
I dunno why i'm like tt.. But i juz like tt..
Really wanna thank's this few ppl for e past year, lending e ear's and time..

Iris-Thank's for ur msg.. All e godly and holy msg.. Coz wen u msg mi i'm alway down at there time.. Wanting to give up myself.. But u really help mi alot during my rec time.. U are a vex good sis to mi.. Even i alway scold u poke u disturd u.. But u never screw mi back.. Thank's.. :)

Gu-Hmmm.. My cell leader.. Thanks for ur busy time wen i need to talk to someone abt my army thingy, prob and TELLING MI NOT TO SIGN ON :X.. And u are alway trying to give ur best to us wen u are so busy.. I know god will bless u more this year den last year..

Yt-Sir..Thanks for wat happen tt nite in church know u are tired tt nite also but u accompany mi e whole nite.. Really great buddy.. I know u will be a great leader.. Take care..

Chek-Ya.. Chek meng.. Hmmm.. U were alway e bad come good guy i know.. Lucky i have a friend like u.. U do alway say my mistake.. Telling mi how to change wat's rite wen i dun even know i did it wrongly.. Thank's.. For not correcting mi infornt of many many many ppl.. :) Ya.. Even u never go OCS.. U are still a SCT..
Dun go slack unit.. U will become more slack wan.. Haha..

Zhi Jin-Hmmm This is a vex random friend i have.. I dunno why suddenly i'm so close to him this year.. We were in e same cell since guang hui ge time rite.. We were not tt good and close since den.. But i guess NS change our life.. We got to know each other wen i still remember my 2nd book out.. U ask mi out.. Wif hui shan.. And also really thank's for ur ear's.. There are a few nite we wen out and we talk alot alot alot till super late think have around 3 or 4 am baiz.. Coz at tt time i was really lose and no where to go wanting to talk out my heart..
I really hope this year NS dun pull u away from god.. Dun coz of small small matter den MIA.. Haha.. Know u more is like know mi.. We are like a copy paste.. We do thing's e same way have e same prob and also some time hander prob e same way.. Haha.. Sometime see u.. Is like seeing myself.. E diff thing is u are older den mi u are slimer maiz be shorter den mi.. haha.. U are a really a cool dude to have.. Shit i sound so gay.. Wat ever lahz ah.. :)

Shi Long.. Wow.. Even u are not in sg.. But i alway have prob i still find u.. And really blessed to have u.. U are like a big borther to mi u are not like my friend my buddy or wat ever.. U are like a brother to mi.. I dun even know u will reply or msg from so far.. I juz wanted to talk to someone and u reply mi.. Even heard u complain abt ur bill before.. Hope u dun.. :) Dun this time u come back is good or bad.. But really thank's for ur help where ever i'm in a prob.. U are there.. :) U alway teach mi alot of thing wen u alway come back.. See u improve let mi wanna improve more..

To who ever u are(I think shi long know who is this)- ya for him.. GOD ask ppl to forgive and forget.. FUCK understand.. U suck big time.. Fucking hell 1 day i promise u touch mi.. I fuck screw u big time.. I promise.. No worry.. I'm a man of my word's.. U watch ass hole..

Kok Yong- U are alway my aim.. In camp u alway do thingy fast so fit ippt gold.. I wanna marry this guy.. His like a moving poster, who ask ppl to do things betta.. I really wanna bring u to my church.. But i really dunno how.. Maybe someday but i guess not today.. Lord plz bless this buddy of mine..

Ya lastly Kaffir platoon 6- Ya.. It's not like during my BMT time.. Everybody slacking.. Everybody alway's give their 80-101% in wat ever u all do in camp.. I wanna go MO dun do PT dun wanna wake up in e morning.. But see everybody doing e rite thing make's mi wanna do betta.. Really hope we bon together betta this year.. And also those who have pass their Ippr sliver or SOC onli de.. Plz work harder.. e LCP is wait for u.. $50 more.. I know we are e best platoon in e company.. And we will alway's be.. Dun let PC tai cong down.. Everyday 180 push up onli :'(.. Haha.. But we will be fitter den other.. No worry.. And also not coz of u guy's my NS life will be more sian.. I'm alway's wait for sun down.. SO we can talk cock at sect2/3 dirty e place :x.. Den run away.. haha.. We will happy each other in some way or many.. But i promise u will do and give my 100% to u guy's..

I do not know my block leave is a good or bad thing?? Thing's happen juz like there and ended juz like tt..

Ya.. I guess i really ran out of how to say good bye to u and smile... :) Lucky i'm gng back ARMY soon.. And NS rock's..
I'm gng to sell myself to e army.. I will make my blood green :) It's turning green anytime..

And really rather escape den knowing e real thingy sometime..


Ya.. I really enjoyed myself during my block leave.. Really spend alot of time on wheel's sleep eat and shit.. Was really vex enjoying till wat happen during thursday's evening.. I total lose my mind and self.. Or i was scare or dunno.. I was trying to bring out something tt i dun even know izzit rite anot.. But it's like a routh, good starting den NO or bad ending.. :)
E butterfly are back in my tummy.. And i can see my tummy grow again le.. Haiz..

Let's put all thing shit stuff 1 side.. It's a new year.. New start but alot of prob.. First is RUWA..

I really feel tt i should not play and i dun even belong in e team lahz.. I have not been gng church and cell after i enlist NS.. I change alot during this time to e bad side.. I sin alot and dun even know i'm sinning.. Haiz.. Why am i'm playing for this ruwa??
To prove i'm betta den some other guy's??
I wen running this morning and saw this note on this broad.. Could not really remember wat it say's but e meaning i still rememeber.. I sat there for a few min look at e note.. Think of wat's am i doing.. I think i should talk to ling ling jie tml.. Tell her i have this prob.. I dun feel good in play in e ruwa.. :(