Friday, January 02, 2009
I do not know my block leave is a good or bad thing?? Thing's happen juz like there and ended juz like tt..
Ya.. I guess i really ran out of how to say good bye to u and smile... :) Lucky i'm gng back ARMY soon.. And NS rock's..
I'm gng to sell myself to e army.. I will make my blood green :) It's turning green anytime..
And really rather escape den knowing e real thingy sometime..
Ya.. I really enjoyed myself during my block leave.. Really spend alot of time on wheel's sleep eat and shit.. Was really vex enjoying till wat happen during thursday's evening.. I total lose my mind and self.. Or i was scare or dunno.. I was trying to bring out something tt i dun even know izzit rite anot.. But it's like a routh, good starting den NO or bad ending.. :)
E butterfly are back in my tummy.. And i can see my tummy grow again le.. Haiz..
Let's put all thing shit stuff 1 side.. It's a new year.. New start but alot of prob.. First is RUWA..
I really feel tt i should not play and i dun even belong in e team lahz.. I have not been gng church and cell after i enlist NS.. I change alot during this time to e bad side.. I sin alot and dun even know i'm sinning.. Haiz.. Why am i'm playing for this ruwa??
To prove i'm betta den some other guy's??
I wen running this morning and saw this note on this broad.. Could not really remember wat it say's but e meaning i still rememeber.. I sat there for a few min look at e note.. Think of wat's am i doing.. I think i should talk to ling ling jie tml.. Tell her i have this prob.. I dun feel good in play in e ruwa.. :(
Ya.. I guess i really ran out of how to say good bye to u and smile... :) Lucky i'm gng back ARMY soon.. And NS rock's..
I'm gng to sell myself to e army.. I will make my blood green :) It's turning green anytime..
And really rather escape den knowing e real thingy sometime..
Ya.. I really enjoyed myself during my block leave.. Really spend alot of time on wheel's sleep eat and shit.. Was really vex enjoying till wat happen during thursday's evening.. I total lose my mind and self.. Or i was scare or dunno.. I was trying to bring out something tt i dun even know izzit rite anot.. But it's like a routh, good starting den NO or bad ending.. :)
E butterfly are back in my tummy.. And i can see my tummy grow again le.. Haiz..
Let's put all thing shit stuff 1 side.. It's a new year.. New start but alot of prob.. First is RUWA..
I really feel tt i should not play and i dun even belong in e team lahz.. I have not been gng church and cell after i enlist NS.. I change alot during this time to e bad side.. I sin alot and dun even know i'm sinning.. Haiz.. Why am i'm playing for this ruwa??
To prove i'm betta den some other guy's??
I wen running this morning and saw this note on this broad.. Could not really remember wat it say's but e meaning i still rememeber.. I sat there for a few min look at e note.. Think of wat's am i doing.. I think i should talk to ling ling jie tml.. Tell her i have this prob.. I dun feel good in play in e ruwa.. :(
