JH Wong

I'm now awake never sleep.

I dunno did i do a good or great job. Or a screw up job.
Ppl tell mi dey was touch by wat i did.
SO?
Hmmm..
I hope e earn myself alot of money in my love account.
Everybody have a love account.
E lesser e money e more e person dis like u.
I think my account leave as less as ur really bank account.:(

I'm try my best to be a nice person.
But i dunno
I think i need alot's of self-control.
In everything i do and SAY.

Wait wait wait.
Lord why izzit alway wait?
It's really not fun waiting.
U know how it feel's?
Lord. Why muz i alway learn to wait?
Even since i was in sec sch day's.

Everybody is tell mi e same thing.
Time.
Wait.
Happy.
Dun think too much.
Jesus love mi.

But i was reading this book yesterday at 1 of e cafe.
I juz found out.
I need is self-control.
E feeling may not fate off so fast.
But is how i control myself.

And having to control my rocky life is not easy.
It's like push and pull a spoiled trolle.
It will swing u left right left right.
U wanna go get chip.
But ended up at e pet food.
Not easy to be in control.

Ya.
At least i'm in pain.
I dunno.
It's hurting.
But after all and everything.
I dunno.
I'm lost. Guang hui ge help.
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