Saturday, June 06, 2009
Ya.. Ppl are asking where am i e pass 3 week's.
Ya. I got charge. I really wanna thank's GOD i was not send to DB not for this time.
Next time. I mean no more next time le.
I had 7day's SOL.
Haiz..
On 29 may2009 sat nite something happen to mi.
I made a choice tt i really regreted.
I was hard on my word's.
Juz lost my mind at tt time.
Guess word shoot out cannot be taken back.
How i wish i have turn time back.
How i wish thing's could be betta.
Can i hold thing back?
How can i do it betta?
How?
Wat if?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.....
Pain is noting?
This is wat i hear in camp everyday.
But it's really painful.
I had a screw up week.
2 week's in camp not gng home.
Everynite wanting to call and msg but i was so scare.
:(
And Janet jie lend mi alot of CD to listen tt's how i pass my time during my weekend.
And i was really vex vex vex vex vex busy wif my driving.
I dunno why i was arrowed?
Haiz.
Ya.
Lord be wif mi.
Let thing's be in ur control, not mine.
Dun remove it in my life.
I wan tt vase there.
Lord it's tt mine?
How long have i got to wait?
Waiting is painful
See e vase broken after broken.
Heart is juz like tt vase.
Painful.
Lord i know u wanna teach mi how to grow in ur kingdom.
But this is too painful.
Lord teach mi.
Open my heart.
Open my mind.
Draw mi near to u.
U are a GREATEST healer.
Lord.......................................................................................................
I love u lord.
I wanna worship u.
I wanna rise ur name on high.
AMEN...............
To: Xiao Qi.
I'm sorry for was i had say to u.
I know my word do hurt u.
It's something i really regreted.
You may delete my name from ur phone or remove mi from msn.
But something tt i know myself is.
Juz wanna talk u.
It's not abt e past.
I never pick abt wat happened.
I never complain.
I guess i was juz selfish.
Too selfish.
Knowing it u will not take mi as a friend or talk to mi.
Or even reply my msg.
So i stop msging u.
Dun wan be so fan.
I rather be a coner stone in ur life tt u never notice's mi.
It's pain see and doing this.
But if u are happy wif it.
I have noting to do or say.
Knowing tt u facing more prob's den mi now.
I wanna be there for u.
But i know i dun have e chance's.
So all i will do is juz give u space and be e coner stone in life.
U hang on there.
A promise are not mean to be broken.
I will be there.
I will come back.
After e green light is seen.
I dun wan history to replay it's self
I will be back as a stone not a mud.
Give mi sometime.
Give urself more time too.
I'm sorry.
I never let u down.
I have also forful my promise.
And i will.
You take care.
Ya. I got charge. I really wanna thank's GOD i was not send to DB not for this time.
Next time. I mean no more next time le.
I had 7day's SOL.
Haiz..
On 29 may2009 sat nite something happen to mi.
I made a choice tt i really regreted.
I was hard on my word's.
Juz lost my mind at tt time.
Guess word shoot out cannot be taken back.
How i wish i have turn time back.
How i wish thing's could be betta.
Can i hold thing back?
How can i do it betta?
How?
Wat if?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.....
Pain is noting?
This is wat i hear in camp everyday.
But it's really painful.
I had a screw up week.
2 week's in camp not gng home.
Everynite wanting to call and msg but i was so scare.
:(
And Janet jie lend mi alot of CD to listen tt's how i pass my time during my weekend.
And i was really vex vex vex vex vex busy wif my driving.
I dunno why i was arrowed?
Haiz.
Ya.
Lord be wif mi.
Let thing's be in ur control, not mine.
Dun remove it in my life.
I wan tt vase there.
Lord it's tt mine?
How long have i got to wait?
Waiting is painful
See e vase broken after broken.
Heart is juz like tt vase.
Painful.
Lord i know u wanna teach mi how to grow in ur kingdom.
But this is too painful.
Lord teach mi.
Open my heart.
Open my mind.
Draw mi near to u.
U are a GREATEST healer.
Lord.......................................................................................................
I love u lord.
I wanna worship u.
I wanna rise ur name on high.
AMEN...............
To: Xiao Qi.
I'm sorry for was i had say to u.
I know my word do hurt u.
It's something i really regreted.
You may delete my name from ur phone or remove mi from msn.
But something tt i know myself is.
Juz wanna talk u.
It's not abt e past.
I never pick abt wat happened.
I never complain.
I guess i was juz selfish.
Too selfish.
Knowing it u will not take mi as a friend or talk to mi.
Or even reply my msg.
So i stop msging u.
Dun wan be so fan.
I rather be a coner stone in ur life tt u never notice's mi.
It's pain see and doing this.
But if u are happy wif it.
I have noting to do or say.
Knowing tt u facing more prob's den mi now.
I wanna be there for u.
But i know i dun have e chance's.
So all i will do is juz give u space and be e coner stone in life.
U hang on there.
A promise are not mean to be broken.
I will be there.
I will come back.
After e green light is seen.
I dun wan history to replay it's self
I will be back as a stone not a mud.
Give mi sometime.
Give urself more time too.
I'm sorry.
I never let u down.
I have also forful my promise.
And i will.
You take care.
