Thursday, August 06, 2009

 
Ya.
Book out lorz.
Or
Haiz.
Booking out liao. Haiz. :'(

I dunno i suddenly said something to my friend and dey call my crazy.
Maybe i'm.

I had a busy and not vex good week.
Started wif some stock take on monday.
Everything wen wrong.
I cried but who's there.

On tuesday armskote everything wen well but......................
Haiz.
And after e check.
I was so happy,
I couldn't sleep.
I wanted to share my joy wif ppl.
But no wan was there
but
Onli pain from e past. :(
Alot of thing wen into my mind on tuesday nite.
Alot.
It was like a flash.
It was so fast tt i sad under my blanket.
I was so mixed up tt nite.
And i qus myself.
Did i do e rite thing.
Where are YOU wen i'm down.
Where are YOU wen i'm hurt.
You are no where to be found.
:'(
I can write pain wif my eyes close now.
Or maybe i'm full of pain.
Maybe it'z juz mi.

Or maybe, i have already forgot YOU helped mi before.
NOW listening to this song i played during 1 of my worship leaded my shuifeng jie.

This song is something like-
In ur LOVE noting is betta.
I wanna praise YOU.
I wanna rise YOUR name on high

Because YOU helped mi before.
I wanna re-joy under YOU.
My heart go closer to YOU and follow YOU.
YOU are my corner stone in life.


I dun think i pei de to call YOUR name.
Why am i alway like this.
I suck in life.
I guess "take a break".
Hiding away from u is e onli way i can see and do.

I will wait till someone pick mi up from e dark hole's in e wild.
Can i have a pic of my mind?
Can i have my own freedom?
Can i do wat i wan?
One's my pastor told mi we cannot.
But wat can i do now.
I dunno.
I'm really vex mixed up.

Why my past is so screw up.
Why i onli know how to complain?

WHERE ARE YOU?????????????????????????????????????
I WANNA YOU......................................
:'(

I have already ran out of tears.
I'm really vex dry up.
Someone give mi some water.


I guess i will juz hide in camp.
I have 101 reason to hide in camp.
Maybe after all e 101 reason finish le.
I be ok.
Haiz.

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