JH Wong

Hmmm..

! week pass 2 more to GO. Jia U.

Living here is a haiz.... :'(

But it's a whole new expriz.

e shitting place's,

Sleeping place,

Peeing place,

Bathing place.

Something tt singapore dun have.

Some thing to look forward to is RnR.

Gng to whack food food food and food. Muahaha.

Help....

Hmmm.

For e pass few week's wen i was in camp for some screw up reason.
It really made mi think, i guess i had shared this before.
Haiz.

I actually total lose my faith in GOD.
First i was hurt.
Den my left ankle Fractures.
Got screw for save other ppl's ass.

All this lead mi to empty.
I totally gave myself up.
I couldn't sleep at nite,
never talk to anyone.
It was e darkest time in camp.
I dunno how to share e feeling's but it was bad.

But somehow i stand up but doing a prayer,
After e paryer it was not like wat ppl share alot of great thing happen or god spoke to dem.
It was a NOTing to mi.

And wen i was doing my MTS hw. It was talking abt forgiveness.
It's was e easyest of all e hw i saw.
But i sat there looking thinking and not writing anything.
It pretty hard to hate a person
and it hard to forgive wat e person have done to mi.
Both also hard.
Wat to choice?
Wat should i do.

After dorping by a friend's blog.
I saw this.
It's not abt mi and how i wanna settler this.
But
How and wat GOD wants mi to learn.

And in e path of JESUS noting is easy.
So i have to have faith in HIM who never fail to forgive wat i have done too.

I guess this up coming trip to wallaby is a kind of break for mi.
Even i'm gng to face a prob in wallaby have a Fractures Ankle and still have to chiong and go out field.
After this few day's de run around my house, i guess it's not abt my ankle or anything but it's abt beliving i can do it and having faith.

Have faith in the LORD your God and you will be upheld; have faith in his prophets and you will be successful."
2 Chronicles 20:20

Yes, FAITH is wat i need.