Thursday, November 05, 2009
Help....
Hmmm.
For e pass few week's wen i was in camp for some screw up reason.
It really made mi think, i guess i had shared this before.
Haiz.
I actually total lose my faith in GOD.
First i was hurt.
Den my left ankle Fractures.
Got screw for save other ppl's ass.
All this lead mi to empty.
I totally gave myself up.
I couldn't sleep at nite,
never talk to anyone.
It was e darkest time in camp.
I dunno how to share e feeling's but it was bad.
But somehow i stand up but doing a prayer,
After e paryer it was not like wat ppl share alot of great thing happen or god spoke to dem.
It was a NOTing to mi.
And wen i was doing my MTS hw. It was talking abt forgiveness.
It's was e easyest of all e hw i saw.
But i sat there looking thinking and not writing anything.
It pretty hard to hate a person
and it hard to forgive wat e person have done to mi.
Both also hard.
Wat to choice?
Wat should i do.
After dorping by a friend's blog.
I saw this.
It's not abt mi and how i wanna settler this.
But
How and wat GOD wants mi to learn.
And in e path of JESUS noting is easy.
So i have to have faith in HIM who never fail to forgive wat i have done too.
I guess this up coming trip to wallaby is a kind of break for mi.
Even i'm gng to face a prob in wallaby have a Fractures Ankle and still have to chiong and go out field.
After this few day's de run around my house, i guess it's not abt my ankle or anything but it's abt beliving i can do it and having faith.
Have faith in the LORD your God and you will be upheld; have faith in his prophets and you will be successful."
2 Chronicles 20:20
Yes, FAITH is wat i need.
Hmmm.
For e pass few week's wen i was in camp for some screw up reason.
It really made mi think, i guess i had shared this before.
Haiz.
I actually total lose my faith in GOD.
First i was hurt.
Den my left ankle Fractures.
Got screw for save other ppl's ass.
All this lead mi to empty.
I totally gave myself up.
I couldn't sleep at nite,
never talk to anyone.
It was e darkest time in camp.
I dunno how to share e feeling's but it was bad.
But somehow i stand up but doing a prayer,
After e paryer it was not like wat ppl share alot of great thing happen or god spoke to dem.
It was a NOTing to mi.
And wen i was doing my MTS hw. It was talking abt forgiveness.
It's was e easyest of all e hw i saw.
But i sat there looking thinking and not writing anything.
It pretty hard to hate a person
and it hard to forgive wat e person have done to mi.
Both also hard.
Wat to choice?
Wat should i do.
After dorping by a friend's blog.
I saw this.
It's not abt mi and how i wanna settler this.
But
How and wat GOD wants mi to learn.
And in e path of JESUS noting is easy.
So i have to have faith in HIM who never fail to forgive wat i have done too.
I guess this up coming trip to wallaby is a kind of break for mi.
Even i'm gng to face a prob in wallaby have a Fractures Ankle and still have to chiong and go out field.
After this few day's de run around my house, i guess it's not abt my ankle or anything but it's abt beliving i can do it and having faith.
Have faith in the LORD your God and you will be upheld; have faith in his prophets and you will be successful."
2 Chronicles 20:20
Yes, FAITH is wat i need.
