JH Wong

I have stop praying, Coz I never believe.
I have stop seeking, Coz I'm very disappointed.
I have stop worshipping, Coz I am no longer worth to praise YHWH.

It's not an easy road ever since last year.
High's and down is no longer the cup of tea I like.
Father YHWH, YOU say ask and I will give. Seek and I will find knock and the door will be open.
It's a promise you make and recorded.
But.......
Why do i always cannot get what i pray for.
I am very tired.

U made me do what people think is correct but not what you know is right.
And to them I am just like an anti-Christ.

Really wanna wave my white flag and just do what I am told too and not even care.
It's really a shit place down here.
Could you just take me around from where I am now.
I am really tired.
I see not goal nor aim in life.
I really wanna rest in your present.

Father YHWH hope you really see what I am going through.
Hope you hear my prayers.
Hope you care for me.
Hope you see the tears that round out of my eyes.

The smile is no longer from the heart.
Father YHWH I really need you.
Hope you are not that busy to stop caring of a little person like me.