Thursday, August 30, 2012
Always thinking why on earth ppl on TV always meet ppl who pass away?
Are this ppl crazy???
And only thought this will happen on TV series.
It's almost about 2 months my friend pass away.
And weeks and month before we are meeting up but I was busy with church.
Almost every friday I'm having worship practice.
And we kept postponing the meet up.
When I received the news when she pass away.
The first thought in my mind was she's joking.
But when many ppl texted and updated me, it was no longer a joke.
I told myself not to be affected by it.
But she was my very first close colleague, we use to bitch, play, slack, smoke, drink, play and many more together.
It maybe a very short time together.
I belief we have that connection, the very close friend connection.
It this very day I will still slap my face and ask myself why didn't I meet up with her.
She knew her condition and wanted to share.
But I choose to serve in some pointless ministries.
I really do miss her.
We had alot of stuff not done yet.
Stuff like getting fit together and many more.
Life is really very fragile
I have giving alot of my time to the worship team.
In return I had noting left.
Ppl may think I'm selfish, but I have noting to debate about.
You yourself try losing someone close and tell me how it feels.
Are this ppl crazy???
And only thought this will happen on TV series.
It's almost about 2 months my friend pass away.
And weeks and month before we are meeting up but I was busy with church.
Almost every friday I'm having worship practice.
And we kept postponing the meet up.
When I received the news when she pass away.
The first thought in my mind was she's joking.
But when many ppl texted and updated me, it was no longer a joke.
I told myself not to be affected by it.
But she was my very first close colleague, we use to bitch, play, slack, smoke, drink, play and many more together.
It maybe a very short time together.
I belief we have that connection, the very close friend connection.
It this very day I will still slap my face and ask myself why didn't I meet up with her.
She knew her condition and wanted to share.
But I choose to serve in some pointless ministries.
I really do miss her.
We had alot of stuff not done yet.
Stuff like getting fit together and many more.
Life is really very fragile
Every breath counts, every moment matters. Life is God's gift to our planet. A lifetime is not enough for us to know ourselves. Yet we waste time in perverse pleasures, unmindful of our own beauty. If you are not living your life to the fullest, you are missing something.
In return I had noting left.
Ppl may think I'm selfish, but I have noting to debate about.
You yourself try losing someone close and tell me how it feels.
